Team traits: LAFFE
Loyalty, Attitude, Fearless play, Faith and Encouragement.

Player's trait: HEARTS
Humble, Effort, Accountability, Resilience, Teachable and Self-control.

Question: Why do you fall?
Answer: So, you learn to get up.

I remembered spending one hour plus on that during one of our IVP training last year. Traveled all the way down to ITE Macpherson, trained for a short while and the rest of the time was spent on that. I guess it was worth the time. I miss those days. I would want to travel back to time and revisit those times. too bad, we can't. those are the times that will never come back. life has to go on. no point looking back and try to compare it with the present day. they will never ever be the same. It is nice to be part of it and experienced it. Wonderful season. It just didn't end the way we expected. sad. result is just the output. the process is important. I guess that is the part where we remember the most.

For the past few weeks i've been worrying myself saying that i am not prepared for the upcoming IVP. How I am not doing well in friendlies. this and that. After talking to Jill, i felt better. I felt more motivated for this coming IVP. There are just somethings that are beyond our control. What is important is that you give all you have. I have been asking this question, how do you know that the game you played is your best. Somehow I found the answer. First, I have to stop telling myself good game = score or assist. Second, I learnt that today's best is not the same as yesterday's. I have to stop comparing it. Tomorrow's best...you wouldn't know. Thirdly, maybe there are game where it isn't just at your peak. Instead of doing what you usually do, focus on other things. Example. maybe that game you just cannot shoot..so instead of trying to do that all the way, do others things like telling yourself that you will run very hard and defend. The most important is that i have to stop comparing. Every game is a new game. So ya, I feel better now. More motivated. weehooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somehow, she gave me the assurance that everything will be fine =) i hope.

I will be graduating soon. Up till now, I totally have no idea what I want to do after that. research? I doubt that. Maybe a short while. I want something, something that allows me to touch people lives, allows me to share my knowledge with people, something that will give me a certain kind of satisfaction. I've seen some of my professor who has been working on a molecule for ages, even before I was born and still working on the same thing today. I don't want that. I really wonder...what I will do after I grad. hhhmmm...............

Being humble is the best way if you want to learn something.

my blur moment. freaking blur moment. totally blur moment.

Last night, on MSN, I mistook Afiqah as my other guy friend. I totally forgot it was her cos her email add was somewhat similar to my this guy friend's blog address. I was totally confused when she talked about floorball...how she want to play against this team in a friendly. All the while I was wondering, "How come he wants to play against this team when he is not even in NTU". So I asked Afiqah that question and she said "....I'm in NTU what?" I got more confused. So I thought "How the hell is he in NTU when he is serving his NS???" Few seconds later, I found that I was talking to Afiqah. zzzz......totally blur. blur like sotong. i think worst than sotong!

Training today! Ultimate! The best record I ever seen in my entire IVP life. Only __ number of players turned up. gosh!!! seriously! I don't blame those who didn't come. no worries my friends =) but okay la...it turned out not so bad... i still do enjoy the training though sian at first. I love the game session. OMG! today our supposedly zai goalie (the board) is super off form la..keep on conceding goals...bleachz!! hahaha...... and the other zai goalie was super on form. crap!! must be the fengshui...hahaha... overall, i do enjoy today's training =)

IVP is like 2 weeks away. 12 days to be exact. gosh...i don't feel prepared for it. like seriously. gosh! how la how??? sigh. i shall say no more about this. sadness man. shall not be defeated before the war begins!!!! be positive!!!!

Exam result is out. so anti climax. the moment i clicked enter, the result popped out. i didn't even have the chance to blink my eyes. result wasn't that bad but a lil disappointed with it. sigh. with that result, i really wonder if i am going to continue in research field. seriously. i don't think i am that brilliant or super smart. shall follow my heart. apparently in Singapore, sometimes following your heart doesn't work. hahah.... i shall see how it goes...

signing off....
sian....

avatar

Spoiler ahead. Skip this paragraph if you haven't catch Avatar and planing to catch one.

Okay...I think Avatar 3D is really super overrated. Everyone who went to watch it was like "Awesome movie", " MUST Watch". I find it like normal typical expected movie. What makes it interesting is the effect...the 3D, erm ok la. It didn't really pop out as i expected. haha. It is quite cool though. The movie is really typical expected kind. Overall, I still do enjoy it. 4.5/5. Catch it if you haven't done so.

In the cinema, our seats were at the sides, just beside the aisle. It is blardy freaking irritating because people keep walking up and down the aisle to the toilet. the horrible thing is that they can't walk quietly especially those irritating kids. urgh! stupid people. felt like sticking my legs out and let them tripped over my leg and roll down the stairs. that will be a real 3D. haha.

NTU-NUS Challenge yesterday. It was a success. Kudos to both side but more to NTU for organising it. I think the gal's game was more interesting that the guys. First time gals game is better than guys'. Ended the game with a 1-1 draw. Extra time, penalty shoot out didn't work. Sudden death. and we won! good job to everyone. overall, NUS won. 7-5 to NUS (6-4, guys game and 1-1, gals' game).

Seriously, after the exam break i feel i'm going down. going down baby. Yesterday's game...I can't received properly, can't control the ball properly, can't stop the ball properly. urgh! sucks! I do made some good passes, good block, took a proper shot but after the game, i just don't feel good. how do you know that the game you played is your best one?
As Tiong said, the only way is UP! yes, I'm going UP baby! All of us are going UP!!!!
IVP here we come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 more weeks....

Almost all of my coursemate have start their fyp but not me. =(

sometimes i just feel tired with what i'm doing now. i thought i could get a break and back to my slightly slacking mood after this but it is not the time yet. sigh. i feel like running away and hide myself from the rest of the world. sigh.

IVP is like 18 days away...according to the countdown clock on the NTU Floorball Website. 18 more days! that is less than 3 weeks! gosh! how time flies. but why, why this season i don't feel quite prepared? I don't really have that excitement in me too. oh why? why? is it because it is 18 days away and not 1 day away? seriously, why? where's that enthusiam? where's the excitement? where have all that gone to? oh nooooooooooooo!! i'm doom! DOOM *just exaggerating here* seriously, i seriously wonder why i feel less prepared for this IVP unlike the last two years. one moment i'm eggcited, the next moment i don't. sigh. the mood has not kick in yet. i still do enjoy IVP training but sometimes i feel i'm just following the flow. gosh!


all i want to do now is to sit and stare blankly at the walls. actually i have been doing that most of the time. hahah.
*when is my fyp going to start???*

effort

somehow, it disappoints me. i put in an effort in doing something (actually in everything i do) but what i got sometimes is "huh?" "is there one?" "how come i don't know?". if i can put in that extra effort to do something and all it takes is for the party to just read, remember or write it down somewhere so that it can be remembered. is that the most tedious job in the world? does that means that what ever i have done has gone to waste? i really wonder. though i know it bound to happen, i still continue doing it and i still enjoy doing it. but it is just disappointing to see that you put in an effort but the other party just have that cannot be bothered attitude. sigh. i guess, when everything is given to you, you tend to take it for granted. sigh.


I strained my hamstring. crap!

Dinner @ Seoul Garden

Dinner @ Seoul Garden with my besties (Siti, Syed, Khair and Khazila). Our annual meeting. Siti called it our AGM. =)

Really make sure our money didn't go to waste. We really eat. Eat while you can and eat like you never eat before. hahaha. Made a mistake by eating the spaghetti too much. Before i reached to the dessert, my stomach had reach its maximum. seriously maximum. red alert! if i put one spoon of anything into my mouth, gg...i don't want to imagine what would have happen if i have done so. hahah.
The guys, Syed and Khair, have never change a bit since secondary school. Funny and playful as always. Can't believe that it has been 9 years since we first met. How time flies. Enjoyed myself yesterday.

*Note: Khair went to find out on how to eat more at buffet.
Tips:
1. Don't drink too much
2. Avoid carbo food like pasta and rice
3. Eat a bit of everything.

Random

It has been a week since my last exam. I hope my last exam in NTU. weehoo! It is interesting because almost throughout our lives, we have been taking exams at least twice a year and the feelings are always the same. The sucky feeling before and during exams and the shiokness after it. How we complain exams are suck, how we have to stay up all night to study, weekend gone for muggings and all sorts of thing. The feeling after ending our exams is so shiok that only us understand. Then the cycle continues. But without exams, life as a student will be boring..right? On the other hand, exams are also good. I'm not geek. It not only test how much you have learn through out the semester but it brings you and your friend closer. Like what Nasirah said, "exam is a good time to develop bonding among our friends...we interact more by complaining more". Yes, i agree with her. People whom we seldom talk to become our exam-complain companion.

My FYP will start later than I expected. My supervisor is away serving the nation (reservist). heehee. So, I have more time to enjoy. Excited but nervous at the same time.

IVP training will resume very very soon. yay! like finally. eggciting! few more trainings before IVP. must make full use of those time.

Received a sms from my school's sports sec asking me if i wanna play floorball for isg. i'm so interested cos the last time i played was 2 years ago. but then......ivp players are banned from ISG. boohoo. It is to prevent unwanted injuries and all sorts of other things that shouldn't happen before the season...so ya, i have to reject the person's offer. sorry yo! integrity! integrity!

Picked up a new hobby. Knitting. Not so knitting but more of crocheting. According to a friend of mine, knitting is when you used 2 needles while crocheting is 1 needle. Managed to do a handphone pouch (a lil ugly) and a hat for my lil baby cousin. I'm so proud of myself. Learnt it from scratch by watching video on youtue. And I baked an Oreo Cheesecake. My brothers love it. Yippie! I didn't eat them though cos i dislike the smell and the taste. heehee.

BS407 Current Topics in Genetics
BS405 Current Topics in Muscle Biology and Neurobiology
EE8086 Astronomy
BS411 Current Topics in Virology/Microbiology
BS406 Current Topics in Cell Biology

See that? Did you see that? All of the above have been strike off. What does that mean? I'm finally free! yes! The smell of freedom is superb! I know some of you have ended your exam earlier, so what? This is my final exam in NTU. got that? Final exam! I hope it will. la... How wonderful is that man!

Had a mini celebration just now. The feeling of relief....no words can describe it. Only those who are on the same boat will know it. Watch movie again today with Nas, Bavani, Hadijah and Hidayat. Case 39. Sum it up in one word. SUCK! The movie is draggy...the starting was like, "OMG! What the hell is this man!" It is not entirely suck, but seriously, don't waste your money on this movie. On top of being draggy, the actor/actress are not eye candy. haha. and the gal's face, i just feel like kicking her face! It is her character, but seriously.....Chill out after movie. Overall, it was fun today (after the Cell Bio paper of course).

Nas, thanks for the chocolaty brownies....yummmmmy!

Movies for me to catch!
1. Nina Assassin. (3.5/5)
2. Case 39. (2/5)
3. Avatar.
4. Sherlock Holmes. (a must!)
5. Alice in Wonderland (Mar 2010)

imagination running wild

This is an example how exams can make your imagination run wild. Really wild such that Nasirah has created an illusional world and invited me to join her.

A pretty interesting exchange of SMS between Nas and I on the 28th Nov.

Nas: Knock Knock. Hello Ain! How are you progressing in our ToTu Land?

Me: *Opening the door*. Oh, hi Nas! Come in...want a coffee? My progress a lil slow but moving. I keep on watching youtube..learning how to knit..Haha.How about you?

Nas: *On a relaxing armchair* Hmmm....the coffee aroma awakening my senses. Thanks. I'm going in order now reading the Scott Rice's article for very long. Slow but progressing.

Me: What article is that? *sipping the cold coffee*

Nas: *Putting down the cup* The lousy integron lec which we don't understand at all. lol.

Me: Ic..i'm doing peter's malaria notes..i think that integron paper will drive me crazy. shall keep it to the last.. I hear someone from my lala land is calling me.

Nas: *Getting to leave* Well don't ans calls before 11pm. ToTu security tapping all lines and will fine if you answer. Carry on with malaria and i guess i'll jump to malaria also.

Me: Ok..i'll see you again. Just make sure you don't get malaria too...haha.. Take care. *waving hands*

About an hour later.

Me: Hey Nas, i'm going to check in to my lala land for awhile.. cannot tahan. Hehe... *slip note under the door*

Nas: Ok, I'll not tell the security. Shhh...quietly sneak out. Any danger from security will signal you. *Note sent via pigeon*


Totu Land mean study and lala land means sleep.

We've gone crazy for a moment

BS407 Current Topics in Genetics
BS405 Current Topics in Muscle Biology and Neurobiology
EE8086 Astronomy
BS411 Current Topics in Virology/Microbiology
BS406 Current Topics in Cell Biology

After Viro paper, almost everyone's response was "die la....". But their die might be different from my die. gg. Hope I managed to smoke correctly just now.

Had an advanced celebration with Nas, Leroy, Ryan and this guy whom I forgot his name. pardon me. Went to watch a movie, Ninja Assassin. Super bloody but still a nice movie to catch. 3.5/5. After movie, dinner. Leroy never fail to make us laugh. joker.

Okay, i shall get back to my notes. Last paper!

More movies for me to catch!
1. Nina Assassin.
2. Case 39.
3. Avatar.
4. Sherlock Holmes. (a must!)
I have 3 Eng Wah movie tix voucher from my lovely brother. yay! can watch 3 movies without the need to spend $$. woohoo!

ant and dec

I can't get enough of Ant and Dec. They are just hilarious.

In one of their show, they went for an undercover to play prank on some celebrities. These two vids are my favourites.

green day

Green Day is going to have a concert here in Singapore.
The lack of $$ deters me from going. sad. anyone wants to buy for me as an advance birthday gift? if i am to go, i will bring my younger brother along and that will means i have to sort of pay the tix for him too. i don't mind that but then, i can use the $$ for other important things.
haiz! any rich prince wanna help me out there?

i also want to watch the theater, Les Ballets Grandiva - Men in Tutus.

Yesterday's paper was depressing. No, I don't mean Muscle Bio...it wasAstro that was depressing. really really depressing.

Muscle Bio paper was like vomit-everything-out-paper. ya, really just vomit everything but of course, must make you story flow nicely. for the 2.5hours, you just keep on writing and writing. don't really need to think so much for the answer. it seems that the answers are all in your pen's ink. seriously. just need to take a minute or so to roughly think of the answer, after that let your hand and pen do the work. you need your brain too. like duh! seriously, after the paper everyone was like "oh no, i'm suffering from muscle atrophy after the paper." hahaha. so, overall Muscle Bio was pretty okay. the stuff i mentioned above, of course you have to come prepared for the paper. so that means i was prepared? hhhmmm...can say so.

They shouldn't and NEVER put a 2hrs papers together with those taking papers that have longer duration. like seriously. how irritating can that be. first, you must tolerate with the announcement they made, then students "whispering" while waiting for their paper to be collected, then the noise they made while making their way out and worst, when they're out of the exam hall. seriously! i almost forgot my thought when that happen. stupid shit!

Evening, come that blardy paper. I really should have SU it man. I ws #$%&&^%#^**!!!!! while doing the paper. 90% of the people Nas and I asked said they scored A in that paper. so, i thought why not? seriously F***! I was pretty prepared for the paper though not so prepared but still....urgh! so irritating!
The most depressing paper i have ever took. it is more depressing than my Bio mod. shitty-shit!
once again, what's done is done. bleachz! hoping for the best.

Okay, shall go back to my notes. 2 more papers...7 more days to go!

astro is killing me

seriously, i should have SU astro. crap! freaking crap! seriously crap!
this is the worst elective i have ever take. worst than ALL my bio modules. worst than Pharmaco and Neurobiology. wth? elective suppose to help you instead of the other way round.

Never mind, I shall stay positive like a proton and I will! It's great that I managed to finish up my muscle bio revision. read through the notes till i got bored. hopefully, i can do well for tomorrow's muscle paper. if not, it will seriously be a total muscle wasting! after Astro paper, the worst is not over. I still have my blardy Viro paper. that is the 2nd worst paper. seriously, i have no idea how the format is like. dumb ass (not me)! there were so many different lecturers and they only post research paper. how the hell are they going to test us? am i suppose to read the papers super detailed that i have to rmbr every single nonsense-but-important stuff? urgh!

shall stay positive again.

going back to my Astro =) *staying positive*

i'm seriously bored. lately, there's nothing interesting to blog about.

been through exams every single year for the past...errrm....9 years..i excluded my primary school days cos i didn't take primary school exams seriously...like who does that man? maybe kids nowadays...bleachz! great that I was born in 1987. I saw a parent bought a bunch of those assessment papers for her kid like 1 week before exams...tsktsk.

anyway...been through exams every single year for the past 9 years and i will always have the same feeling.
my final exams....i have to really jiayou!

Astro is super suck! read it over and over but only managed to absorb 10% of it. wtf? it is super worst than all my bio mod. wonderful and blardy-fool me didn't SU it. gg!

He was trying to get up. So cuteeeeee....heehee....

chiowz!

the time where i hate weekends

This is the period where i hate weekends the most. at this time, weekends = ineffective study. I was so so unproductive during these 2 days. I did not manage to complete what I am supposed to. crap! All the tv shows are really distracting and i always lose the battle. hahaha. not only that, internet, youtube, google and everything else other than studying seems to be suddenly interesting. this is the period where i will always watch online video while revising. not very effective but i cannot help it. and now, i totally feel like jumping onto my bed and enter my LaLa world.

Hopefully i can wake up early and get everything going.

Bye bye world! for now =)

I was bored so i decided to create a photo collage of my baby cousin, Adzrik Tsaqif.
Photos were taken using my handphone, so quality is pretty bad but not so bad =P

the little

One day, there is this little girl who went to this little island. This little island housed this little community which made up of little people. Little men, little women, little boys and little girls. These little people were living a happy life. Suddenly one day, these little people started to fight with each other. The little leader was a little surprise because that never happen before. Little leader decided to call for a meeting with his little committee. The next day, little leader and his little committee gathered their little people and ask "What is the problem with you little people?" None of the little people had an answer. Little leader's wife thought it was the little girl's fault. But the little girl denied and said it wasn't her. All the little people put on their little thinking cap and started to think what cause their little problem. The next day, they found their little problem and managed to solve it. After that day, the little people's lives went back to normal.

What was that little problem?
Press Alt+f4 and the answer will pop out.

Got this photo from Little people blog.

Manage to get the answer?
Yes? No?
The real answer is that I also don't know.
It is just my random stupid thoughts.... =)

learn to ignore

sometimes in life, we just need to learn how to ignore something even though it affects you.
sooner or later, they will be out of your life for good. i hope. of course it would be great if you can handle it but sometimes it is just beyond your control. so what do you do? Ignore! but don't pretend it didn't happen, just ignore. those are the little things that not worth to pay attention to. =)

final exams!

this exams will be my final exams in NTU. phew! i need to treasure this mugging moment. hahah.
and with that, i have to resist any temptation to play floorball like FnG this Sat, the floorball carnival next Saturday. I can play floorball anytime after exams but study? it is either now or never. don't want to regret later just because i want to play floorball.
And i have my last lecture in SBS just now. its like the last last....tmr will be my last lecture in NTU. gosh! time really flies man.

okay, i'm feeling pretty motivated now to continue studying. before that motivation is gone, i shall get back to my notes. chiowz!

Happy during the day but none of the above for now.

Who is the most charming guy in town now?
Simon Baker aka Patrick Jane, the Mentalist =P

Its 1.45am and I'm in NTU. weehoo....
I like the environment here...syiok and conducive for studying.

shall go back to my notes....


Study hard everyone!!!

sometime you know you cannot beat or win that person. so what will you do?
learn to ignore them. =)

did i mention it was you?
i don't think so.

why are you being so defensive?
i don't know. i think u think i was talking about you.

was i even talking about you?
i doubt so.

do i care about it?
no.

now, do you think i'm talking about you?
what do u think?

when we ask someone a question, have we ever looked at the mirror first and ask the person you see the same question?

I'm awake at 4.23am. studying?
no. watching Liverpool vs Lyon game. Rafa, please replace Voronin. please!!!
So far, Liverpool is doing fine. good ball possession.

disappointed with what is happening now. never imagine that this will happen. i need that love which existed two years ago. Where is the love?

hockey again?

I enjoy playing floorball and i love floorball. However, hockey will still be my 1st love.
I think I wanna pick up hockey again. =)
finding time for it...

street challenge 2009

Street Challenge today! HANDBALL!
Registration starts at 7.30am. freak! Decided to drive down and so I reached SRC at 7am. rot in the car till about 7.45am.

Handball!
My handball teammates: Omar, Khairyn, Jeremy and Chris.
Our opponents were quite intimidating. big size, especially the guys. but we managed to beat one of the team (the dragonboaters...heehee...). close fight.
won 1 lost 2. =(
most importantly, we had fun.

this year's street challenge doesn't seem to be that happening.
the most dumbest thing in this whole event was the MUST wear the event singlet.
all the team members in a particular team were wearing the same colour. yet they insisted both team to wear the event singlet. then one team must wear bibs. how dumb can that be? yellow and black are obviously 2 distinct colour. yet, they insisted one of them to wear bibs. how freaking dumb can that be? like seriously, dumb. does sports club have some feedback form?? shingz!

Floorball street challenge! I didn't join though.
as usual, year in year out, floorball SC are dominated by NTU Floorballers.
i guess if not floorballers, who else will join? right?
i think almost every year, the semis and finals consist of floorballers playing against floorballers. errrm, like a lil whats the point? i guess this is the same for most sports.....but seriously, it is just like another FnG, just that this one, there are prizes to be won.
its funny to see how a supposedly fun thing turned into such an intense serious atmosphere just because winning is what they all think. scolding of ref, playing too rough, no smiles on their faces, solo etc...where's the fun and enjoyment that is supposedly to be?

overall, I'm sure the rest have fun. me too. i enjoyed snapping photos using Charmaine's dslr. i really love dslr. anyone wanna get me one? heehee....

i seriously shall go back to study. omg! anyone wanna take the exams for me??? seriously!

unbeatable!

I shall consider that it is still Thursday though it is already 1.05am.

Today was our 5th friendly for the season. Played against SIM.
Once again, we won! 6-4. actually 5-4. (4th period not counted)
That makes 5 straight wins...yeehoooooo! unbeatable...for now. is that good or bad?
Hopefully, really hope this will be the same for IVP. not hope, but a MUST! =D

My line scored 2 but conceded 3. -1. shingz! (shingz??? wth?)
Although we won, i don't feel like this was one of my best game.
is it because i didn't assist or score? nah! not that!
I felt i did pretty well in the game but i just don't feel it was one of my best. crap!
We had couple of chances....made good runs. so still not bad. just the feeling is different.
most importantly, we all played well.

Court is close for exam. shucks!
that means there will no training starting next week? till the end of exam??
this is so shingz! (omg! i have to stop using words from that toot ris low dictionary!)
hopefully there will be friendlies or place for us to train.
exams r in less than 1 month and i'm still thinking of playing floorball?

Anyway, Astro test today @ 3.30pm.
Happily came at 3.20pm just to find out there was a short lecture before that.
what on earth was i thinking man?
happily told my mum class starts at 3.30pm. boomz la.
okay! i seriously have to stop that boomz and shingz thing.

Self-declare again for tmr. yay!
Night Safari with Huds and Seow tmr. woohooooooooooo!

sick

why la why la....why am i usually the first or second or the only one in my family who will be down with sore throat and cough? crap!

it is so irritating can.

get well soon to me.... haiz....


btw, i've met 3 professors for my FYP. i think i like this project. hopefully i will get it.

I think i made a pretty bad first impression when i went to meet another Prof. haha..
Met this Prof X (shall "protect" his identity). Was a one-to-one meeting. i can see that he has crossed out my name. hahah.
As usual, he talked about what his project is about..what his working on...then came to one question.

Prof X: Do you think I'm right?
Me: errrm..... r u asking me a question?
What hell am i thinking? haahha...

towards the end, came the golden question.

Prof X: Do you know who I am?
Me: errrm....not sure.
Prof X: I am the former dean of the school. I was the founder of the school.
Me: boomz!

anyway, i wouldn't want to do my fyp under him. hahaha.

time check: 3.22am.
thanks to coffee and my short evening nap, i'm all awake now.

FYP
1 down, 4 more to go. meeting the sups.
today's FYP briefing for this particular project. OMG! it took them about 2hrs to introduce us to their project. after the whole thing, i think this project will be my last few choices. too bad. its too demanding that i think i will have no life like those plants in the greenhouse building if i take up the project.
Anyway, looking at my competitors, i don't think i will stand a chance to get that project.
The Prof asked, "Why do you want to work with plants?" All their answers seems to try to impress her. duh right! isn't that what you are suppose to do?
1. I've worked with plant before...bla bla bla.....
2. I've done my exchange in bla bla bla....i'm interested in bla bla bla.....
3. I will like to work in bla bla bla....
My answer? "I want to know more about the project". Impressive huh? hahah. That is what all these meeting of supervisor all about. To know more about the project they're working on! of course, need to impress them a lil. but yeah, i don't want to take up this project man. 7 days a week? that's crazy! like seriously crazy!


i think i shall head to my bed. awake but brain drifting away. no point. i shall visit my LaLa World! chiowz world!

oh maaaaaaaaaan....its Wednesday! the day which i hate the most. why? because i have 8.30 lesson plus a 5 hours break before my next class. need to go through the stupid morning rush. haiz.....
the lecture is recorded, should i skip or should i attend? hmmmm.......i feel like skipping it.

friendly with RP on Monday. another win for the team. 5-2. =)
didn't score but i assisted 2 goals. sheryls and gab. weehoo!
its not recorded again...sob sob. can't entertain myself again. muahahahahah.
pretty nice goals from my 2 liney!
the team played well too =)

today's training was as per normal. not many turned up =(
i still loike and enjoy the training =)
i love my triangle! we have chemistry, pyhsics, biology....weeehoooo!


looooooooooong weekend this week!
Thanks to Deepavali for falling on Saturday! yay!
can make doughnuts....weehoo!
*i should really be studying man!*

Crap! Its already Sunday. My favourite day is gone. shucks!
Spent half of my favourite day doing one of my favourite thing. FLOORBALL!

I've been enjoying IVP trainings since the start =P
Today's training was as usual. video session for the first hour. 2nd season briefing and voting of the captain/vices which took about another 45minutes. so court training was about an hour an a half.

while i was setting up the projector in the conference room, the uncle on duty who helped me carried out the projector kept on talking to me about horror movies. how he enjoys watching horror movies. he has a lot of cds for those kind of show, Malay, Indonesian, Korean etc etc. how he got shocked by his on reflection one night. all i do is smile, replied him a bit. heheh. i dunno how to react but i tried my best =P

video session was as usual. entertaining. laughing at each other. but of course, we do learnt something from the video. then season briefing. voting of the capt/vices. Congrats to Serena for being our captain again. Vices r myself and Ah Seow =)
Trainings was as per normal.

After training, a lil birthday celebration for Alvin. (10.10.09) how cool is that date? next yr it will be 10.10.10. so cool! baked Nutella Swiss roll as a b'day cake. so nice to see that everyone enjoys it. i enjoyed seeing people eating them more than me eating them. i enjoys baking but not so when comes to eating them =P




yay, my goal in NYP game was caught on camera. i kept replaying the goal and in a sloooooow motion. hahahha. i seriously enjoy doing it. hahaha.

fyp

okay...so the FYP project list is out. 2 weeks to decide on the projects and meet up the supervisors to discuss about it.
out of the 190plus projects...only about 5 that sort of interest me. hmmmm....

for the past few months, i've always asked myself what i want to work as after i graduate.
when you were kids, there were list of careers you want. teacher, doctor, fireman, nurse...bla bla. when the time comes for you to decide, there's a big question mark above your head.

i cannot see myself working in a lab. i don't even know if working in a research field is for me. looking at the fyp project list make it worst. perhaps my question will be answered once i start my fyp.

i want a job that allows me to touch people's lives. interact with people. helping people out. sharing the knowledge that i have. not confining myself to one place. for now, my heart is not in research.
teacher perhaps?

Oh God, please enlightened me!

friendly with NYP. 7-2.

another goal from me! weehoo!
4 goals from my line! steady la....
now they are captured on video, can entertain myself by watching it repeatedly and in a slow motion. hahaaha. right S?

team played well!
still there's more to work on! jiayou!

Friendly with NP today. 5-3.
finally, we have a friendly after we ps some teams and kena ps. =P
2 lines were played for each period. played period 2 and 4. made use of the playing time. =)

scored a goal through rebound. volley shot. weehoo. really focus on the ball and just whack it. yay! sadly, it wasn't recorded. so can't entertain myself by watching my goal repeatedly. heehee.



ignorance is a bliss?

Its Thursday!!!!!!

Gosh! it's already Thursday. Its freaking fast! Recess week is ending soon like in a blink of an eye! gosh! didn't feel that i'm productive for the past few days...let me recall what i did for the past few days......
Monday: Baked cuppies for my dearest Jannah =)
Tuesday: Tuition in the afternoon then floorball at night
Wednesday: Floorball in the middle of the day =)

Hmmm......

Floorball training on Wednesday. Love it especially the game session. Like finally, we ended our training with a game! Ran like crazy...intensity during the game was pretty high. Everyone must have been motivated by the video we watched before training. hahaha. seriously, i loike. i think i shall just stick to the left side. tried to play on the right just to find myself back to the left. hahaha. so yeap, stick to the left side...can do my all time favourite turn. =)

its 2.52am now. i'm pretty awake. must be the coffee. been sleeping late lately and wake up pretty early. haiya....don't want this week to end! i don't want to go back to school!!!!!!! watching Champions League. game between Bayern Munich and Juventus (GO KLOSE!!! heehee). I think its more interesting than Liverpool game yesterday. wah lao! they lost 2-0. freak! lucky didn't continue to watch it. disappointed.

Looking forward to the 2 friendlies we've arranged! yay!

Oreo Crush

Thanks Ah Seow for this! =)

Floorball adds colour to my Uni life

I'm always full of ideas when i'm on my bed trying very hard to sleep. My brain just cannot stop thinking. So ya, I have to pen down all my thoughts since i'm lazy to switch on my dearest lappy. As i wrote this down (not typing it), its 3.45am.

Floorball adds colour to my Uni life.
When i first started my undergraduate studies 3 years ago (OMG! time really flies!), I have never thought of joining any ECA. My initial plan was to study hard and graduate with good honours. As what people said, we, humans plan but God is the one who decides it. The worst thing was that I told some of my hockey friends, "Carrying floorball stick is not as cool as hockey stick". See la, who asked me to talk big?

All that changed, thanks to my friend who dragged me down to a floorball trial. Once i reached there, i knew i have to do well to get into the team. That was the moment where my love for floorball begins. Now, floorball is part of my life. And carrying floorball stick is cool. =)

Through floorball, I made a lot of friends. My social circle widens. They are not only my teammates, they are my friends. Good, close friends whom i can trust when we talked about something that should be kept within ourselves. I felt I am closer to my floorball friends. I feel great when I'm with them.

I have to admit that I am not a smart person to begin with. My hardwork, of course with the help of God, I am where I am now. Honestly, sometimes when i hang around with my coursemates, I felt that I am the stupidest person on earth. However, that's not the case when I'm with my floorball friends. Academic stuff is nowhere near us. It is as though we hit them like a floorball ball, as hard as we can to the corner of the court or even out of the court. I find joy in floorball. Call me pathetic or what cos it is as though my life revolves around floorball. That's the truth.

At this age, i felt my coaches are not only a coach. They are my friends, my mentor. On court, they are your coach, 'yes coach, yes Alvin, yes Jill.' When we're out of court, they are my friends (I hope so). When they stop coaching your team, they exist as your friend. Someone who somehow have touched your life. It may not be big but is has touched, left a small print somewhere in your heart.

I have never regret making this decision. Sacrificing my time and energy, running and sweating on court. My studies were a lil affected, but ya, I still never regret it. At least, when I graduate, I have something to look back and say, "I have a wonderful and interesting Uni life."
With sacrifices, it is much sweeter.

This is just the first part of my free flow thoughts. Shall type it out the others tomorrow.

Okaaaaayss....my lower body is really aching. sitting and standing up is a lil problem. sianz! must recover by Tuesday afternoon!

made my way down to TSH to watch Storm's game. Met Diana on the 168 bus. To kill time, she marked her sec 1 tutees' composition. OMG! its really entertaining reading their writings. sec 1 and you still write like that....gg.
Some of the examples i can remember. They were suppose to write about their friend who met and accident.

I opened the cardboard and all my clothes......

There was a big drain with a bit depth of water.....

She found a five dollars note. She was in a dreamland.... You found a $5 and you're in your lala world. $5?????

A husband who killed himself because his wife didn't believed him...where's the link?
She read the deleted message her husband sent to her (by sms)...
she found a way to retrieve deleted message?

since when there's past tense for the word long. longed. haahaah.

There were more than that. It was indeed very entertaining. Laughed through out the journey. haiz......

aching!

OMG! My body is aching. really really aching. especially my stomach area and the leg. I guess must be the 9 static exercises we did during the 13SS workshop. plus didn't do proper cool down. gosh!

New blogskin! simple and plain. i like.

Gosh, I'm really tired. All I want to do now is to be on my bed. Less than 4 hours of sleep and floorball early in the morning which stretches all the way till 4pm, not a good combination. seriously bad idea. shag! Who's fault is it? My fault for not sleeping early last night. But how to sleep when my mind doesn't want to take a rest?

Anyhow, I love my Saturday! 13SS workshop in the morning and IVP training in the afternoon. though its tiring, i loike! Don't need to follow my parents for Hari Raya visiting. weehoo! Was late for the workshop. overslept. Edmund told me taking bus from Clementi to ITE Mp will be faster. yeap, it was pretty fast BUT just now, i have to wait for freaking 22minutes for the bus! seriously, 22 minutes! stupid 154 service! by the time i boarded the bus, it was 8.40am. Reached at about 9.30am, then joined them for PT. 9 stations of static exercises. Then its floorball time! played 3v3...i think i did pretty well and i felt i played better on the right. hmmm...should try to play on the right. did some drills. drills were kinda familiar. =) After that, rush of to the ulu island of NTU for IVP training.

Court @ SRC is not available, thanks to Heritage Walk. After the frantic search for alternatives, finally we managed to use Hall 3 function hall for training. though its small, its much better than that of hall 7. 11 players turn up. didn't do much. played Alvin and the Chipmunk game (actually monkey game), then 2v2 and we finish off with 1v1. 2v2 was great. pair up with SherylS. working on our chemistry. think we're doing pretty well together. weehoo!

super shag. slept on the 199 bus. then fall asleep again on mrt on the way home, saw families, friends out for Hari Raya visiting. didn't bother me that i don't go for visiting. lazy la. go visiting, all i do is stuff myself with kuih and all sort of drinks. no way! hours of fat burning activities and all i will do during visitings is to balance it back. NO WAY! stay at home, slack, do work (work??????? crap!).

Yesterday was the supposedly Get-To-Know Each Other BBQ session. Don't think we really met our overall objective but the most important thing was for everyone to have fun. i think they do enjoy themselves especially in the Bingo game and Big Small game. Didn't know Bingo can be stressful too. Not only that, writing numbers between 1-75 into 36 boxes can also be a challenge. haha.. 5 rounds of Bingo and i have no luck. hmmmppph! Last round was pretty exciting! Gave up on my Bingo sheet and focus on Jill's. We were so close to win la! 1 more number and we can win. shucks! Really enjoyed myself last night! Hope everyone too! Its great to see most of the IVP gals are pretty warmed up with each other. Hope this year's team will be as great as last year's though it will not be the same. =)

I think SI is bullshit! pardon me but ya. ape je....nonsense and waste of time watching it.

Criminal Minds new season is out! yahoooooooooo!!! plus Bones too. double yay!

Celebrating Jamie's Birthdays. Jamie and the players who were under him =)

Louise, Alvin, Jill and myself =)

Jill and her gals =)

Alvin and Us! some of us....

My coaches!
The one who taught me how to play floorball (Jamie).
The one who groomed me to be a better floorball player (Jill).
The one who will further groom me (Alvin) =)

NTU Floorball Family =)

Please take the water.......

Saw this in a toilet of a coffeeshop

faith

Had an interesting conversation with my 2 coursemates today. We talked about religions, the existance of God, faith, beliefs...those sort of stuff. It was pretty interesting to understands what a free thinker believes in. The interesting thing is that, he believes in the existance of God. I thought free thinker don't. Maybe its him. Me and my the other friend called him a complex thinker instead of a free thinker cos he basically thinks too much! heehee....

It made me realised that, if you have a religion and you grow with that beliefs, life will be simpler. All you do is to accept as the way it is without the need for logical reasons or proof. That's what faith is. The more you try to seek for answers and proof, the more questions you will start to ask. It will never ends. Hope one day, he'll be enlightened and sees what he's been searching for.

On a random note, today's PT was goooooood. Had a good 30minutes run with some of the gals. More to come! Time to get fitter. woohooooo!

Okay, shall go and do my school work. haiz....so many things but so little time. Why can't floorball be part of a module? then I think i can ace in it. heehee....

Day 1 n 2 of Hari Raya

Okay! Day 2 of Hari Raya just passed. How fast time actually flies! Its already Tuesday!

Nothing much interesting things that happened during the 1st two days. as expected. This year's Hari Raya is a lil different. No more Ghim Moh (my grandmama's house), no more that small,cosy house where it got congested when lotsa people came to visit. A lil sad cos through out my 21 years, that was the place where we spent our first day of Hari Raya. That's life. constantly changing. Change is the only constant.

As i've mentioned, visitings are no longer as exciting as it used to be. Not because I won't be getting the green packets...just that excitement is no longer there. why??

Ever since I joined floorball and be part of the IVP team, i felt that i am lil health conscious. Everytime I eat some oily food, fattening junk food, there will be a guilty feeling that will pop out. like seriously. gosh! Today, at one of the house, there's Asam Pedas Ayam dish prepared for the guest...OMG! the gravy was like freaking oily! I felt i was eating rice with oil and chicken. gosh! Not that i'm not thankful or what, but seriously....really seriously. Then all the different colours of drinks, the different type of kuihs that went down my throat into my stomach. gosh...'sinful'. =P

I'm having a lil headache now. might be due to the constant exposure to the camera flashes from different cameras. Every minutes, there will be flash coming out from one of the cameras. Cam whoring is quite fun =P

Should i self declare another holiday again? my heart, more of laziness, says yes! hmmm....

Its the morning of Hari Raya. yay! But it seems like just any other morning. Year after year, Hari Raya seems to be just any other public holiday to me. Nothing much that I look forward to. Why? No idea why. Visitings? No as excited as how it used to be years ago. Neways, Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends, brothers and sisters!

It has been a month since IVP training resumes. Shiok. Love the feeling to be back on court running around. New faces, new coach but same old place. Trainings are pretty alrights. Different drills every training. Everything about IVP training is fun. Its just me. Love everything about IVP =) Partner for this year, most prolly with SherylS. Building our chemistry. With more trainings and game, it will get better. right S?

This year, team seems pretty strong. but again, it has been 2 years that we have strong team with good coaches but the results were lil disappointing. hope this year will be better =) Advice from Jill: Stop thinking about having our faces up there. Okay! Point taken! Misses her trainings. =(

Yesterday was the day I've been looking forward to. Workshop in the morning and training in the afternoon. Me train during Hari Raya eve? YES! sounds crazy but ya, that's me! Workshop was pretty alrights. back to basics. its good to go back to basics. before that, there's PT. whole thing ended at 1230. drove down to NTU for training. pretty high during training. shiok! another session next week. no car for next week though. travel from one end to another then back to another end. gg. its okay, no more fasting, so should be pretty okay.

Training during Ramadhan was a real challenge. i survived! fasting is fasting but when time to give all out, it is still a must. heehee. now, no more fast, no reason for not chiong-ing. =) =)

NTU's new cheer, thanks to S: NTU..............................tew tew.

Serena's new version: NTU.............................wet wet. *yucks*

cut my right index finger yesterday while cutting ketupat. can feel the blade slice through my skin and lil of my flesh. Enough to activate my inflammatory response =)

I love the corner of my room. Got my brother to help me out with the drilling =)

9 free balls and a new stick

Now, i have free 9 floorball balls.....woohooo! heehee...

when first received the message, I thought it was a scam but Charmaine told me to just send since 1 sms cost 5c. so ya, why not. Then received a reply saying i got free 9 balls! yay! hahaha....

ooopppssss....forgot to forward the message to my brother. If not, we'll have 18 balls together. hahah.

Went down to the Fatpipe shop with Khai today. the original intention was to just collect the balls but the towkay (boss) introduced us some sticks (marketing strategy....)... we were the 1st 50 customer and because of that, we can buy this Doggy stick for only 39. Gosh, it was so tempting to buy one. So ya, we tested the sticks out. did some shootings. in the end, i gave in and bought 1 stick for myself. hahah...cost me 70bucks! heehee....quite happy with it.

the guy,the boss, is good. so friendly. and he gave us some tips how to do proper hard shots too. woohoo! learnt something new. not only i got free balls, i got some free tips too.....yay!

maybe next year will be 10 free balls....hahahah.

Shiok! 2 thumbs up!

I love today's floorball session. Friendly with TP.
Like the way I played and of course, I like my line for this friendly. yay!
Finally, managed to build my chemistry with Ah Seow. More to come huh...

In conclusion, everyone played well.

The disappointed part is the short playing time. Each line played for 2 periods and 1 shift. There's a good thing to it too, knowing we all have shorted playing time, everyone really put in their best so as to make sure they made use of the playing time given.

shiok!


I love Tuesday and Saturday. Thanks to floorball. yay!

Its 2.40am and i'm still freaking awake! Haven't sleep since like 9am. I wanna sleep but I will wake up again at 4am for sahur (like breakfast). So, just stay awake till that time =)
Had quite a long, physically demanding day today (still assume its Saturday). actually, the physically demanding part was only like 2hours. hahaha.

Break fast @ my aunt's house just now. I seriously think that I cannot break fast at other places other than at home or at SRC. I felt that I ate alot. like alot. then before headed home, went for supper with mum and dad. shared my bee hoon goreng with my mum though. but still!

Starting to like IVP training (since when i don't like IVP training) under a new coach. The drills introduced were pretty new and interesting. peel away. sounds funny but cute.hahaha.
OMG, the warm up was really really warm up. Thought just jogging up and down at the side was just like jogging up and down. but in reality, its more than that. *faints*. I still like it and enjoy it! =)
Training wasn't as tiring as last Saturday's. Maybe it was the 800m run huh....hmmm...

Gosh, today i felt depressed after the game. not so depress but quite. never felt like that before. find myself ineffective, running around like some dunno and not getting the ball, even i received it, i kinda wasted it cos didn't make a proper stop or proper shot. urgh! received a nice pass but i blew it away. shucks! shall do better. have to la. hahaha.

the squad was cut down to 30 and it was quite shock (though not so shocking) that some players did not manage to be part of the 30. and some people have been asking me, how come this player, that player kena kick out? how the hell am i suppose to know? i'm not the coach. like seriously, i'm not the coach nor his assistant to know all those stuff. *faints* why not you ask him? he might see what we didn't see cos we all want to see what we want to see.

On some random thing, even though not so random...heehee...
I learnt that if you learn to open up your mind widely and be positive in 95% of the situation, you will look at things differently. You will be more appreciative, and you will enjoy almost every single thing that you are doing or were told to do.

In conclusion, I loveeeeeeee IVP training. Can't imagine after I grad and there'll b no more IVP. sob sob. must enjoy every moment!

shag

training on tuesday night and 0830 class the next morning...really not a good combination. i enjoy the training but not the morning lecture. heehee

IVP Trials

Finally, the day i have been waiting for. IVP trials! yay!

was a lil disappointed at first as i was hoping wateva i hoped will come true though i know it won't come true. this is wat we call fate! anyhow, i will remain positive and learn anything, everything i can.

if you are not positive, everything that is fun will not be fun. so yeap, positive!!! =)

OMG, the first thing we had to do was 800m run within 3mins 30s. crap! i hit 3mins 37s.

the last 100m, i seriously did not have that burst. just cannot burst!!! i think my turbo was out of service today. and i think the lactic acid accumulation on my butt area was so high that i simply cannot burst in the final 100m. shucks! maybe because of lack of water, lack of carbo. could be. better timing next time!

then the rest of our time were spent on court. away from the sun! yay! played some ball games, then did some drills before finishing it with game. OMG, i almost faint (die will be too tragic) from dehydration. i even got giddy. luckily nothing happens to me =) I've survived 2 hours of training with no sip of water! congrats to myself and the others too (Rai, Khai, Zawiah and this another malay gal). Told Za, "this is the time where you hope your ehem will come." and my wish came true! heehee.....

overall, damn shag training/trials. but i loike! this is the way a training shud be. tiring. no tiring no kick. hahaha.

just can't wait to get the ball rolling again!

NO MORE JUNK FOOD AND TIME TO GET FITTER THAN BEFORE!

actually,i dun really eat junk food. but if Macs, KFC, LJS are considered as junk food, then yes, i'm guilty of that. hahahah

wanna my legs to be tone like someone. hahahaha......

and i have to always keep this in mind: WRIST SHOT ON THE RUN! wrist! wrist!

Final year!

i'm in the final year of my university life. the moment where almost everyone looks forward to. pretty excited but at the same time nervous. in like few months time, Hello working world! gosh! i can't believe that i'm in my final year.
it's time for me to start to think what i want to do in my life. hmmmm...i seems to be unable to make up my mind what i wanna do. working in a research field? hmmmm... i wanna do something which allows me to make an impact on someone's life. the sense of satisfaction. social worker?? still can't figure out what i want to do with my life...tsktsk.

now is august and that means it has been 7 month since i got my license! 5 more months and bye bye P plate. heehee...so far the damage i've done to my dad's car was the dent i made when parking the car. heehee...now i feel my driving and navigation skills are getting better. drove to Sengkang for tuition. missed the exit. gg. took another exit and ended up somewhere in Tampines. navigated myself back to TPE. not bad...heehee. and then i got lost in Punggol. took the wrong turn and wah la! i went around Punggol before i found the house. thanks to my streetdirectory book and my map reading skills. a 20 minutes journey became 40minutes journey. hahaha.

final year is not about enjoying myself. slack timetable is not equal to can slack. i (applies to almost everyone) have tons and tons of reference/research papers to read. its like never ending.
these are the papers which are waiting to be read by me:
Cell Bio (Lect 2): 6 papers
Viro : 1 paper
Muscle Bio: 1 paper
Genetics: hmmmmm...........
its only the 2nd week and into the 3rd week! and i have at least 8 papers to clear before the new ones come. wish me luck!

i'm proud of myself!

i'm so proud of myself!
I spent hours on this: http://ntu-floorball.blogspot.com/
after neck straining process, i finally managed to get it done! weeeeeee!!!!
i think it looks nice....self praise...hahaha....

neway, i think, my blardy mio modem is all the cause why i cannot do a proper posting for my blog. urgh!

its 3am in the morning. shall go to sleep like right now!

chiowz!

insomnia?

OMG....seriously OMG. its 2.53am and i am freaking awake. really awake. gosh!
i'm awake like since 7.30am can...with no afternoon nap and yet, i'm freaking awake now. i have to wake up pretty early tmr. urgh! wat is happening to my biological clock? its not even school period. *faints faints*
lately, i have difficulty to sleep. i didn't know sleeping nowadays requires me to put in effort. shut my eyes and try to sleep but it doesn't work! i wanna go back to the period where i lie and in few minutes, Hello Lala World!

Neway, my 60 flowery cupcakes turn out pretty well. good job!
I've no idea wassup with the blog or its just my lappy, i cannot upload any photos =( will upload the pictures soon =)
since i cannot sleep, i'm bored, i decided to play around with my extra muffins. once again, cannot upload the photos =(


I shall try to sleep now. chiowz!

cupcakes!

oh....i have a rather huge order for cupcakes from Jannah. yay!

our business diverts a lil...the original is muffins...but it has now turned to cupcakes..heehe. never mind. i loike!

gosh, looking online for inspiration, i feel so motivated to make them. feels like baking now. but too bad, don't have the ingredients at the moment. feel so excited to bake now. hahah.
tmr, going to the shop to buy the stuff with mum. weehoo! check out the stuff the shop is selling on the net, OMG, its so shiok la....must limit myself tmr! hahaha.
*limit myself!!!*

so excited!


*letting my creativity to flow...........................flow............................

my last entry was 19 July.
it has been about 2 weeks since my last post.
Nothing much to talk about anyway besides that i freaking love my 26 July.
Liverpool-Singapore match. shiok!
super love the atmosphere. was my 1st time watching live soccer in a stadium. initially was quite lost cos so used to watch with a commentator. anyhow, i really love the atmosphere except for this FREAKING IRRITATING AUNTIE who kinda spoilt my mood for awhile. but after that, she was just like a fly which i cannot hit but can be ignored. hahaha.
Watching the game live was like super cool though i can only see their faces from far but it was okay. really love the atmosphere. first time i actually shout and cheered. weeeeeeeee!!!!
Fernando Torres and Xabi Alonso...woohoo! plus i kinda like Dirk Kuyt, Benayoun. basically, all of them. Go Liverpool! heehee....

I'm a new Liverpool fan! hehe...love to watch soccer game (not S-league though) since 2006 World Cup but kinda more after last year's Euro. I just fall in love with Liverpool not Man U. hahaha.....

You'll Never Walk Alone!

Anyway, i have a new baby cousin!
Welcome Adzrik Tsaqif!

L for learning

L for learning. Learning car. Sometimes, we used to call kereta lembu (kereta=car, lembu=cow) because it is slow. but if you wanna feel good, tell yourself that you are driving a Lexus. hahaha.

this morning, was driving behind a L car. OMG...seriously. driving behind it is a steering banging journey. i think, if i run, i'll be faster than that car. not blaming that driver because he/she is learning. and i was once like that too. no wonder, 99% of other drivers usually over took me when i was driving that square Lexus logo car. hahaha. but i think i was slightly faster than that. but seriously...i was literally banging my steering and chanting, faster...faster...c'mon... Not saying this just because I can drive around legally without a need for instructor to be beside me. =)
driving behind it in a two way road...gosh. seriously....like seriously. now i feel what other drivers feel when they drove behind a L car with me driving. hahaha. I have yet to horn at any L car cos I know, that wouldn't help them. heehee...kena few times when I was driving because those drivers are just pure irritating.

I realised something...usually to tell pedestrians to cross the road (from left to right side), you'll use your left hand and gesture to them to cross which is easier..but me...i'll use my right hand.. it looks akward but i can't help it. i did it like twice or thrice. my younger bro will then laugh and say "you can use your left hand..."...its like involuntary movement...hmmm...

dinner with molly

dinner with Molly. Usually we (basically me and Serena) had lunch with Molly last semester.
Today, 18 July, dinner with Molly, Soak and Serena @ Pizza Hut @ J8. Dinner with Molly before she's off to US for her pHd this early August. Dinner was pretty fun. It has been ages since I ate the drumlets @ Pizza Hut. niceeeeeeeeee.............as usual, we talked, we laughed plus a lil gossip here and there. i loikeeeeeeeeee...........
another no blind spot check when I talked. gg. Molly was talking about how expensive NY is. Me then happily said "Then, why didn't you go to India or China...bla bla..."...then opppssss....there's an Indian family beside us. After saying that sentence, i can sense that the Indian man beside me immediately stared at our side. I can feel the aura...hahaha....According to Serena, he doesn't seem to give that offended stare. I didn't dare to glance to my right after that. Opppsss....gg. see la, anyhow talk. hahaha...that was funny.
After dinner, headed back home. tired. long Saturday.

Photos on facebook. More photos on Serena's camera =)

Muffin baking with Huda

We had quite a big order for our muffins! Slept over @ Huda's place last night.

Baked our muffins and did some of the decorations till like 2am. Had to sleep because our eyes can't take it anymore. heehee. Supposed to wake up @ 8am this morning but our dear Huda, woke up 2 hours later...hahaha. I woke up @ 8.15. Shower. While waiting for partner, i decided to help myself and plug in Hamzah's PS2 and entertained myself with Winning 11. hahahah.
3 hours to complete our Sesame Street fondant. After doing the Elmo, we thought they didn't look like an Elmo cos the eyes were too big. Look more like a red frog. heehee..further modification and yay! they are more Elmo now. tick-tock, tick-tock, the clock is ticking. By 1 plus, we finished! and they did look like the Sesame Street character. phew. Deliver the stuff down to Aloha Changi. Decorated the muffins for them. The lil b'day boy managed to name our Sesame Street character s correctly. phew!
In conclusion, we're good! hahaha..Lunch @ Changi Village then walked around Tampines 1 for awhile. Gosh, i think Tampines 1 is good. There's this shop and they sell nice tee. I wanna buy the sweater that Huda bought. I should go there again next week. Hmmmm.....
Back to Huda's house. Clean up the mess...rest awhile...shower then off for dinner. Dinner with Molly =)

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floorball and new Liverpool tee!

Today had friendly with SIM.
Everyone played well today.
Played with Soak, Vian, Serena, Charmaine and SherylS (for 1 period only). Love my line mates. =)
I felt 3 of us are effective playing together. heehee... 3 of us scored! weeee....Vian, why you graduate already?? hahaha....
I scored with a backhand shot...okay, it's not really shot, more of a tap. heehee... also took a couple of direct shot from Serena's pass and missed some too...urgh!! how can i miss it..the ball was rolling so nice to me. tsktsk. more practice!!
Cannot wait for IVP training =) Wonder who's the coach gonna be.....hhhhmmmm.

Went to Queensway in the evening with my younger brother. Bought a Deuter bag for my 1st brother's birthday. So nice la the bag! heehee....I cannot wait till next week for his birthday, so i decided to give it to him just now. hahaha...i'm the one who is so excited. it is still a surprise. don't need to wait till the day itself for surprise. =) i think that's the best surprise. hahah...
and and and....i bought myself a Liverpool polo-T. so niceeee....hahaha. saw that shirt and i "fell in love" with it. heehee. I saw an Adidas bag...quite nice too. my next target. hahaha...