"A man is not finished when he is defeated. He is finished when he quits." - Richard Milhous Nixon
So people..don't quit! But sometimes you just gotta quit...you know like QUIT smoking! QUIT taking drugs! QUIT doing the bad things you are doing now...by doing so, you are not defeated...hahahah....
There is no bad person, they just made the wrong choice.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Stup HRM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously, officially now hate HRM. fyi, Human Resource Management.
I have been staring at my lappy for the last 1 1/2 hours trying very hard to start on my this stupid project. but all i managed to do is to type 2 lines...and i think later i will press that 'backspace' button....shucks! I have to get it done by tonight for my meeting tmr. haiz....
sianz to the max...
today is so inefficient day! urgh!
I have been staring at my lappy for the last 1 1/2 hours trying very hard to start on my this stupid project. but all i managed to do is to type 2 lines...and i think later i will press that 'backspace' button....shucks! I have to get it done by tonight for my meeting tmr. haiz....
sianz to the max...
today is so inefficient day! urgh!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Oh..this is so freaking toturous...
I'm viewing my NMR video lecture...I'm only at the 36th minutes but it has taken me almost 1 and a half hours....
I keep on repeating..pausing...another repeat another pause....gosh!
If 30minutes video takes me 1.5hours...then 2 hours vid will take me....hmmmm....6 hours! CRAP!
Understanding the concept is one thing...understanding his accent is the toturous task!
I'm at this slide...wateva he was saying is the opposite of what i wrote and wats in the slide....how??? sooooo confuse!
lucky there's vid recording for his lecture...if not...i will just drop dead not being able to understand his notes and lecture.
Okies...continuing with this toturous yet must do task!
*i'm in a state of confusion trying to understand him and the lecture....
God help me!
I'm viewing my NMR video lecture...I'm only at the 36th minutes but it has taken me almost 1 and a half hours....
I keep on repeating..pausing...another repeat another pause....gosh!
If 30minutes video takes me 1.5hours...then 2 hours vid will take me....hmmmm....6 hours! CRAP!
Understanding the concept is one thing...understanding his accent is the toturous task!
I'm at this slide...wateva he was saying is the opposite of what i wrote and wats in the slide....how??? sooooo confuse!
lucky there's vid recording for his lecture...if not...i will just drop dead not being able to understand his notes and lecture.
Okies...continuing with this toturous yet must do task!
*i'm in a state of confusion trying to understand him and the lecture....
God help me!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Yay...finally recess week is here!
But sadly, it will be over soon..before you know it, recess week is over! bleachz!
So must make full use of it....catch up with all my studies...finish up my project..
This semester, so many projects....haiz...
1. Drug Discovery Project
2. Proteomics Project
3. Damn HRM project
4. NMR assignment (so dead for this cos i have no idea how to do it...crap!)
5. Lab report...
and the list goes on and on...
seriously must make full use of this 1 week..of course, not to forget to have fun.
Organising cycling @ P.Ubin with the IVP gals..hopefully everyone or most of them on about it.
Okies..yesterday had my Pharmaco test..the one i've been complaining about..remembering 100plus drug names.
the quiz was like....OMG!
Just need to list out 15 drug names plus the action and its clinical use.
I was like WOW!!! muahahahah...so happy..finished it within 20 minutes...hahaha...
The day before, i got the feeling he will ask that kind of question..hahah...my instinct never cheats me!
Anyway, today's Tempest training was great. Though it was short. haiz....
I felt I sucked today...didn't manage to control the ball..keep on losing it. SUCK!
Room for improvement.....
PT! hahah...intervals...2 rounds only. Not so bad...i seriously need to do that more often...
My heart was like going to explode from pumping blood to meet my body's O2 demand...my lungs as though going to collapse when ran the 2nd round. But manage to get it done within 1min 45s...
Hmmmm...maybe i should do it more often....i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....heehee...hopefully i'm not that lazy to do that. =P
Remembered how we did 6X of the interval for my hockey training. That was amazing...hahah...
Can we have friendly??? I feel the urge to play some friendly...
*I miss IVP trainings....haiz...
*I wanna watch World Cup @ South Africa!!! Someone...sponsor me please...muahahhaha....
Quote for the day:
But sadly, it will be over soon..before you know it, recess week is over! bleachz!
So must make full use of it....catch up with all my studies...finish up my project..
This semester, so many projects....haiz...
1. Drug Discovery Project
2. Proteomics Project
3. Damn HRM project
4. NMR assignment (so dead for this cos i have no idea how to do it...crap!)
5. Lab report...
and the list goes on and on...
seriously must make full use of this 1 week..of course, not to forget to have fun.
Organising cycling @ P.Ubin with the IVP gals..hopefully everyone or most of them on about it.
Okies..yesterday had my Pharmaco test..the one i've been complaining about..remembering 100plus drug names.
the quiz was like....OMG!
Just need to list out 15 drug names plus the action and its clinical use.
I was like WOW!!! muahahahah...so happy..finished it within 20 minutes...hahaha...
The day before, i got the feeling he will ask that kind of question..hahah...my instinct never cheats me!
Anyway, today's Tempest training was great. Though it was short. haiz....
I felt I sucked today...didn't manage to control the ball..keep on losing it. SUCK!
Room for improvement.....
PT! hahah...intervals...2 rounds only. Not so bad...i seriously need to do that more often...
My heart was like going to explode from pumping blood to meet my body's O2 demand...my lungs as though going to collapse when ran the 2nd round. But manage to get it done within 1min 45s...
Hmmmm...maybe i should do it more often....i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....heehee...hopefully i'm not that lazy to do that. =P
Remembered how we did 6X of the interval for my hockey training. That was amazing...hahah...
Can we have friendly??? I feel the urge to play some friendly...
*I miss IVP trainings....haiz...
*I wanna watch World Cup @ South Africa!!! Someone...sponsor me please...muahahhaha....
Quote for the day:
"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice your gift." -
-- Steve Prefontaine
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Meant to do something else???
Recently, this thought have been bothering me...
"Am I meant to do something else?"
I have been asking around..my 2 elder brothers and some of my friends this question,
"Do you think you are meant to do what you are doing now??" as in their work...
haiz....i seriously think that i'm not meant to be one...but i wouldn't know until i try...right?
i'm slowly losing interest in what I'm studying now...seriously...
i'm just basically follow the flow...attend class, do my tutorial..study for test...haiz...how la how la??
And i'm starting to ask myself...why did i choose this? is this the path for me?
I know some will say that doesn't mean what you are learning now is what you are going to be...
but but but.............................................
I used to like bio...bio was my favourite subject...but after almost 3 years spending my life studying bio in NTU..i'm slowly doubting my decision.
but what to do? i have to finish it up...1 more year to go anyway...endure....
who knows i might end up working in lab one day...
I've told Jill before that I'm starting not to like what I'm doing now...then she told me that its because S'pore's education system is so structured......
I think she didn't manage to finish up her sentence cos we were on the bike...haiz....sian
I've told my brothers about it too.....
sian sian sian....
got to go now...study for my pharmaco....haiz....
I think being a CNB officer is cool....hmmmmm......
"Am I meant to do something else?"
I have been asking around..my 2 elder brothers and some of my friends this question,
"Do you think you are meant to do what you are doing now??" as in their work...
haiz....i seriously think that i'm not meant to be one...but i wouldn't know until i try...right?
i'm slowly losing interest in what I'm studying now...seriously...
i'm just basically follow the flow...attend class, do my tutorial..study for test...haiz...how la how la??
And i'm starting to ask myself...why did i choose this? is this the path for me?
I know some will say that doesn't mean what you are learning now is what you are going to be...
but but but.............................................
I used to like bio...bio was my favourite subject...but after almost 3 years spending my life studying bio in NTU..i'm slowly doubting my decision.
but what to do? i have to finish it up...1 more year to go anyway...endure....
who knows i might end up working in lab one day...
I've told Jill before that I'm starting not to like what I'm doing now...then she told me that its because S'pore's education system is so structured......
I think she didn't manage to finish up her sentence cos we were on the bike...haiz....sian
I've told my brothers about it too.....
sian sian sian....
got to go now...study for my pharmaco....haiz....
I think being a CNB officer is cool....hmmmmm......
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I feel I am one of the luckiest person on earth. I'm blessed with lots of things...
I have wonderful family who are always there for me. My brothers who are always there for me...they seldom say no to my request..from picking me up after my floorball trainings be it in NTU or Tampines to picking me up last minutes after I missed my last train to sending me to some places I wanna go. They are always there to listen to my complains...my wateva story I wanna tell them....I don't need sisters for me to share my problems or any story..I feel that my brothers are just the best people I can ever ask for. Of course, not forgetting my parents. Though they don't show it, i know, they support whatever I do and I'm going to do. I feel so blessed to be part of this family and have this wonderful people around me.
Not only that...I feel blessed to have my friends around me. I have lotsa good and nice friends. All the friends that I have in my entire life are nice people. So far I don't think I have friends who are not nice...Anyway...I'm glad to have them as my friends...my floorball teammates are not just my teammates..they are also my friends. Last yr, I felt that the team was one of the bestest team I ever have...I felt the same way for my hockey team...and I felt the same way this year too. BUT, i feel my this year's IVP team...is really really a GREAT team! If I rank it, I will put this team at the top of my list...every team has their own greatness and are special in their own ways...I am really glad to have a great team in my entire sports life.
I'm also blessed to be given this brain of mine. I may not be very smart but I feel I am smart in my own ways...I have my own talent, maybe not so talented. I believed everyone is special in their own ways. I remember Jill told us once (dunno if she quoted it from somewhere or not)..."If you want to achieve greatness, you cannot be like a everyone else"
In a simple world...I am glad and blessed to be born in this world.
On another note...
I had super duper great time yesterday! FUN FUN FUN is all I can say...the prawning..the steamboating..great!
This year, the team is so happening...have so many outing and I think there'll be some popping up soon.
the Henderson Wave...the Botanical Garden...The Vibes (though not everyone went)...The Prawning...Steamboating...great man! I'm loving it...maybe next one..cycling @ P. Ubin?? Must have it before everyone is busy preparing for exams and League...
I love organising stuff...though sometime it can be pain in the ass waiting for replies..last minute changes all that...
the satisfaction i gained...it really great and cool...
Those are the times that will never come back no matter how bad we want it. It will just be stored somewhere in our brain where we call it MEMORIES. Memories that will be with you no matter what...
BTW, Jill told the team how I made her fell during Tempest-LMFC friendly. *FAINTS*
For 10 mins after the fall, she felt her stomach n intestine like vibrating...wth? I wonder how it is....hmmmm... *imagining it...* heehee...bad fall though. Can hear the screeched sound...tsktsk.
*Hoping what she told me yesterday will come true. Pray hard....praying hard it will. God, please make it comes true.
My first and last prawn. Was a bit lazy to prawn after that...hahaha...
See that? NTU FLOORBAL (short of one L). We shall be back! muahahha...
Who say prawning is not fun? With fun people, anything will be fun!
Watching the vid I made for the team. Hope you gals like it. Thanks SherylS for bringing the lappy. Stayed up till 3am to burn 22 cds....
NTU IVP LADIES with their GREAT COACH! I still can't figure out why my hand was there???
Not only a coach...but a friend too
I have wonderful family who are always there for me. My brothers who are always there for me...they seldom say no to my request..from picking me up after my floorball trainings be it in NTU or Tampines to picking me up last minutes after I missed my last train to sending me to some places I wanna go. They are always there to listen to my complains...my wateva story I wanna tell them....I don't need sisters for me to share my problems or any story..I feel that my brothers are just the best people I can ever ask for. Of course, not forgetting my parents. Though they don't show it, i know, they support whatever I do and I'm going to do. I feel so blessed to be part of this family and have this wonderful people around me.
Not only that...I feel blessed to have my friends around me. I have lotsa good and nice friends. All the friends that I have in my entire life are nice people. So far I don't think I have friends who are not nice...Anyway...I'm glad to have them as my friends...my floorball teammates are not just my teammates..they are also my friends. Last yr, I felt that the team was one of the bestest team I ever have...I felt the same way for my hockey team...and I felt the same way this year too. BUT, i feel my this year's IVP team...is really really a GREAT team! If I rank it, I will put this team at the top of my list...every team has their own greatness and are special in their own ways...I am really glad to have a great team in my entire sports life.
I'm also blessed to be given this brain of mine. I may not be very smart but I feel I am smart in my own ways...I have my own talent, maybe not so talented. I believed everyone is special in their own ways. I remember Jill told us once (dunno if she quoted it from somewhere or not)..."If you want to achieve greatness, you cannot be like a everyone else"
In a simple world...I am glad and blessed to be born in this world.
On another note...
I had super duper great time yesterday! FUN FUN FUN is all I can say...the prawning..the steamboating..great!
This year, the team is so happening...have so many outing and I think there'll be some popping up soon.
the Henderson Wave...the Botanical Garden...The Vibes (though not everyone went)...The Prawning...Steamboating...great man! I'm loving it...maybe next one..cycling @ P. Ubin?? Must have it before everyone is busy preparing for exams and League...
I love organising stuff...though sometime it can be pain in the ass waiting for replies..last minute changes all that...
the satisfaction i gained...it really great and cool...
Those are the times that will never come back no matter how bad we want it. It will just be stored somewhere in our brain where we call it MEMORIES. Memories that will be with you no matter what...
BTW, Jill told the team how I made her fell during Tempest-LMFC friendly. *FAINTS*
For 10 mins after the fall, she felt her stomach n intestine like vibrating...wth? I wonder how it is....hmmmm... *imagining it...* heehee...bad fall though. Can hear the screeched sound...tsktsk.
*Hoping what she told me yesterday will come true. Pray hard....praying hard it will. God, please make it comes true.
My first and last prawn. Was a bit lazy to prawn after that...hahaha...
See that? NTU FLOORBAL (short of one L). We shall be back! muahahha...
Who say prawning is not fun? With fun people, anything will be fun!
Watching the vid I made for the team. Hope you gals like it. Thanks SherylS for bringing the lappy. Stayed up till 3am to burn 22 cds....
NTU IVP LADIES with their GREAT COACH! I still can't figure out why my hand was there???
Not only a coach...but a friend too
Monday, February 9, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Okies...Tempest had friendly with LMFC just now.
Phew...after months of playing as forward, i think i did pretty OK as a defender.
Did some good block, good passes, good run...hahahah....but of course, lotsa room for improvement.
Made Jill fell...she slided like some superwoman...opppsss...
was running down behind her when she suddenly change direction (into my running path) and oppppssssss.....heehee...accidentally kind of tripped her and down she went...it was a rather bad fall...sorry yo!
blocked her shot too...1 shot..hahaha...
I always siam my head when they took a shot...bleachz! how la how la?
I will go down...trying to block the shot with my body but when the ball flying towards me, i'll siam my head...hahahah...maybe shud try to play as goalie then i will learn not to siam...hahaha...
Conceded 1 goal...was all the way up, saw a super duper free man in front of the goal..tried to run down back but it seems so far...super far...hahah...on the way running down...oooopppssss...she scored. *shoot myself*. I don't really think its my man..but ya, shud have just made that dash down...boohoo...
Anyway...yeap..sleep now...tired!
Phew...after months of playing as forward, i think i did pretty OK as a defender.
Did some good block, good passes, good run...hahahah....but of course, lotsa room for improvement.
Made Jill fell...she slided like some superwoman...opppsss...
was running down behind her when she suddenly change direction (into my running path) and oppppssssss.....heehee...accidentally kind of tripped her and down she went...it was a rather bad fall...sorry yo!
blocked her shot too...1 shot..hahaha...
I always siam my head when they took a shot...bleachz! how la how la?
I will go down...trying to block the shot with my body but when the ball flying towards me, i'll siam my head...hahahah...maybe shud try to play as goalie then i will learn not to siam...hahaha...
Conceded 1 goal...was all the way up, saw a super duper free man in front of the goal..tried to run down back but it seems so far...super far...hahah...on the way running down...oooopppssss...she scored. *shoot myself*. I don't really think its my man..but ya, shud have just made that dash down...boohoo...
Anyway...yeap..sleep now...tired!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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