Sunday, September 6, 2009

Its 2.40am and i'm still freaking awake! Haven't sleep since like 9am. I wanna sleep but I will wake up again at 4am for sahur (like breakfast). So, just stay awake till that time =)
Had quite a long, physically demanding day today (still assume its Saturday). actually, the physically demanding part was only like 2hours. hahaha.

Break fast @ my aunt's house just now. I seriously think that I cannot break fast at other places other than at home or at SRC. I felt that I ate alot. like alot. then before headed home, went for supper with mum and dad. shared my bee hoon goreng with my mum though. but still!

Starting to like IVP training (since when i don't like IVP training) under a new coach. The drills introduced were pretty new and interesting. peel away. sounds funny but cute.hahaha.
OMG, the warm up was really really warm up. Thought just jogging up and down at the side was just like jogging up and down. but in reality, its more than that. *faints*. I still like it and enjoy it! =)
Training wasn't as tiring as last Saturday's. Maybe it was the 800m run huh....hmmm...

Gosh, today i felt depressed after the game. not so depress but quite. never felt like that before. find myself ineffective, running around like some dunno and not getting the ball, even i received it, i kinda wasted it cos didn't make a proper stop or proper shot. urgh! received a nice pass but i blew it away. shucks! shall do better. have to la. hahaha.

the squad was cut down to 30 and it was quite shock (though not so shocking) that some players did not manage to be part of the 30. and some people have been asking me, how come this player, that player kena kick out? how the hell am i suppose to know? i'm not the coach. like seriously, i'm not the coach nor his assistant to know all those stuff. *faints* why not you ask him? he might see what we didn't see cos we all want to see what we want to see.

On some random thing, even though not so random...heehee...
I learnt that if you learn to open up your mind widely and be positive in 95% of the situation, you will look at things differently. You will be more appreciative, and you will enjoy almost every single thing that you are doing or were told to do.

In conclusion, I loveeeeeeee IVP training. Can't imagine after I grad and there'll b no more IVP. sob sob. must enjoy every moment!

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