haiz....sometime i feel like a failure...a loser. how many more times must i do it until i get it? sometimes i feel like giving up but the people around me always say don't give up. yup yup...thanks for that. i don't usually give up that easily but this time round, i really feel like giving up. maybe i should give it up TEMPORARILY...not permanently...should i? or i should continue again and again and go through the same disappointment over and over again? hmmmm...
Sometimes, it seems that it really test your faith in God. but as a Muslim, i will never lose my faith in Allah as i know, He has plans for me. maybe not now...this is just an obstacle for me.
Enough of the emotional moment...now i shall enlighten myself by studying Drosophila. No more C.elegans. Soon, i think will be the zebra fish...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
i'm feeling tired and sleepy now. thought of taking a nap and wake up later to do some readings, but i don't think i can. so...i have 2 choices. A: to sleep now or B: to force myself read some stuff so i don't feel guilty when i go to bed...hmmm..A or B. I think i'm gonna go for A. yeap...A. Oh btw, i've moved out! the feeling is so shiok man. I can't imagine myself in the room again. oh...such a nightmare...hahaha.
The feeling of staying in hall was so horrible. actually, i only spent like wat...5 nights there and i can sense that i will go into depression if i stay longer. hahaha...can you imagine, go back to hall, look at the damn dull 4 walls..your lappy...and you have no tv...no one for you to share stories with. Of course you have your roomie to talk with, but u don't basically tell them everything right? even the minute little things that happen on that day. unlike at home, i have my family to talk with..my brothers for me to so-called quarrel...debate..joke..tease and laugh at each other..and most of all...the bestest food i can get. mum's cooking. i'm so attached to my family. anyway, whats the point of me staying in hall when every morning (afternoon) i can get a ride from dad to (fro) Boon lay and when i have trg, i have my brother to pick me up...heehee...yah yah...pampered. say wateva you want...but thats the fact man. heehee....home is the bestest place for me.
Anyway, todays lectures (Neurobio and Plant Bio) were equally bad..not very bad nor very good... both lecturer were so slow...as in their speed of talking. My previous Neurobio lect was also kinda slow..are all neurobio lecturers like that? hmmm....but seriously, i think these lecturer, if they know their speed of talking is "super fast", they should consider the number of slides to put in...since they have only 2 hrs to give his lecture and not a bloody 20hrs lecture. Imagine...having a lecture on Monday afternoon and the lecturer is like monotonous..slow...gosh! Why can't they be like Prof Mark Featherstone...or even Jaume Torres...hahaha...tsktsk...
Since i'm going for option A (to sleep) now, i shall chiowz first.
IVP trials on Friday. Can't wait for the training to start. JIAYOU NTU!!! weeee....
Roger and out
The feeling of staying in hall was so horrible. actually, i only spent like wat...5 nights there and i can sense that i will go into depression if i stay longer. hahaha...can you imagine, go back to hall, look at the damn dull 4 walls..your lappy...and you have no tv...no one for you to share stories with. Of course you have your roomie to talk with, but u don't basically tell them everything right? even the minute little things that happen on that day. unlike at home, i have my family to talk with..my brothers for me to so-called quarrel...debate..joke..tease and laugh at each other..and most of all...the bestest food i can get. mum's cooking. i'm so attached to my family. anyway, whats the point of me staying in hall when every morning (afternoon) i can get a ride from dad to (fro) Boon lay and when i have trg, i have my brother to pick me up...heehee...yah yah...pampered. say wateva you want...but thats the fact man. heehee....home is the bestest place for me.
Anyway, todays lectures (Neurobio and Plant Bio) were equally bad..not very bad nor very good... both lecturer were so slow...as in their speed of talking. My previous Neurobio lect was also kinda slow..are all neurobio lecturers like that? hmmm....but seriously, i think these lecturer, if they know their speed of talking is "super fast", they should consider the number of slides to put in...since they have only 2 hrs to give his lecture and not a bloody 20hrs lecture. Imagine...having a lecture on Monday afternoon and the lecturer is like monotonous..slow...gosh! Why can't they be like Prof Mark Featherstone...or even Jaume Torres...hahaha...tsktsk...
Since i'm going for option A (to sleep) now, i shall chiowz first.
IVP trials on Friday. Can't wait for the training to start. JIAYOU NTU!!! weeee....
Roger and out
Monday, August 18, 2008
yeay! i'm back home! finally!
my lovely brother went to pick me up. oh...how wonderful it is to have an elder brother.
but tmr, i think i need to sleep over at my room. sian. if not waste my $$$$.
anyway, very happy to be at home. can talk and gossip and talk with my brother. yay!
gonna continue to study for awhile.
sooooo happy!
my lovely brother went to pick me up. oh...how wonderful it is to have an elder brother.
but tmr, i think i need to sleep over at my room. sian. if not waste my $$$$.
anyway, very happy to be at home. can talk and gossip and talk with my brother. yay!
gonna continue to study for awhile.
sooooo happy!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
school has started. 1st week..the slacking week cos no tutorials or lab = class starts later!
anyway, this sem's timetable not so bad but quite bad. everyday except Wednesday, classes start at 8.30AM.
most of the time will ends at 5.30PM. then to make it slightly worst, i got Saturday class!! haiz. if there's morning training on Saturday, i have to say bye bye to it. CRAP!!!! SUCKS!
1st lecture for Research Seminar module wasn't that bad. its enjoyable. Prof Salil Bose should have take us for that Art of Academic Writing module. a waste of time module. He's funny.
Jargon itself is jargon.
Storm had friendly with Titans just now. the no. of people turned up was wow! we had like 22 players plus the crashers. heehee. ended up played against them. joined the Titans team.
"we played against them (Storm) but not for them (Titans)", xl. heehee. not bad...i like it. i think the Titans are like energizer battery. by the 4th period, i feel like dying. tsktsk...what does that mean? scored 2. one unintentional deflection from Amilin's ball. another goal, i thought it was nice...direct shot.heehee. again from Amilin. it was a goal after i scored the 1st one. heehee. 2nd goal was only 3 touches. face off..xl won the ball pass to Amilin then passed to me...a wah la....direct shot. i think i assist 2 or 3...heehee. doesn't matter whether i played for Titans or whoever, i will always give my best. sportsmanship.
tmr class starts at 3.30. thank god! friday no class. monday holiday. yay! what a great start. hahah..
anyway, this sem's timetable not so bad but quite bad. everyday except Wednesday, classes start at 8.30AM.
most of the time will ends at 5.30PM. then to make it slightly worst, i got Saturday class!! haiz. if there's morning training on Saturday, i have to say bye bye to it. CRAP!!!! SUCKS!
1st lecture for Research Seminar module wasn't that bad. its enjoyable. Prof Salil Bose should have take us for that Art of Academic Writing module. a waste of time module. He's funny.
Jargon itself is jargon.
Storm had friendly with Titans just now. the no. of people turned up was wow! we had like 22 players plus the crashers. heehee. ended up played against them. joined the Titans team.
"we played against them (Storm) but not for them (Titans)", xl. heehee. not bad...i like it. i think the Titans are like energizer battery. by the 4th period, i feel like dying. tsktsk...what does that mean? scored 2. one unintentional deflection from Amilin's ball. another goal, i thought it was nice...direct shot.heehee. again from Amilin. it was a goal after i scored the 1st one. heehee. 2nd goal was only 3 touches. face off..xl won the ball pass to Amilin then passed to me...a wah la....direct shot. i think i assist 2 or 3...heehee. doesn't matter whether i played for Titans or whoever, i will always give my best. sportsmanship.
tmr class starts at 3.30. thank god! friday no class. monday holiday. yay! what a great start. hahah..
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