Playing any sports requires you to have the composure. The confident to hold onto the ball and control it. It is always good to have that confidence but not being over confident. As a player, I believed I have that confident but I think sometime, I was a lil over confident. lol. At least i have that confidence rather than not having any confidence. =P

Had a friendly with NP yesterday. The game tells it all. sigh. There was a couple of good play but overall, I felt we can do much better. or at least, I can do much better. 2 mistake I made which cost us 2 goals. sigh! Since I cannot play the position I prefer, I shall work something out so that I can do what I always love to do. hmmmm.....

League is starting this weekend. gosh! suddenly I don't feel like playing. I don't feel prepared. urgh! I hate this feeling. I guess when the time comes, it will be a different feeling. i hope.

Tuesday, I have a coaching session. nervous when think about it. gonna coach the RI boys by myself. gosh! ggggrrrrr..........wish me luck!

after this, i guess it will be time for a change. sometime change is good. time to let go of certain thing and explore something new. can't wait for this. hopefully, i can. this can only happen, if it happens, in the next few months. or i shall say in 1 year time. zzzzz..... but let's get over and done with this current situation first. start well and hopefully, ends well too. =)