Emo entry....

I was upset and disappointed few hours ago. Something I sort of looked forward to is being taken away from me. How cruel life can be huh. Oh well, what can I do. Sometimes, good things have to wait. But why it always happen to me! I realised, the things that I always wanted the most is always the most difficult thing to get. This is not the first time. gosh. i wish God will be kinder to me sometimes. By saying this, i felt as though I have no faith in Him... after all these years, He has given me good life, good family and good health, what more can I asked from Him? I believed this is just a little test for me from Him.

I was so upset that I decided to share it with a couple of my friends. What friends are for.. they are there to comfort you with those encouraging words at times like this. I'm grateful for that. Sometimes i wish i have an older sister. For me share my problems, my feelings and have a shoulder to cry on.


Oh wells, it is not the end of the world. I just have to keep on trying and not to give up.

Yesterday was my 2nd training with the team. I am getting use to travel all the way to the east for training. The traveling from east back to west, still adapting. How I wish i can drive down to my training venue and drive back home. Anyway, i'm loving every bits and pieces of the training which includes the body aches the next day. I'm really enjoying it. Looking forward for more trainings!

I am seriously enjoying what I am doing now. Not the bumming at home part. Coaching. It is really enjoyable and satisfying to coach those lil kids playing floorball. Of course, there are moments when you feel like strangling them but other than that, it is a real fun! However, the sad part is that I foresee i won't be able to do this for long because I will (more of hoping) to get a stable job soon. boooo! At least I got to do something which I have been wanting to do last time. Thank God for giving me this opportunity and having me meet some wonderful people which opens the door to all those opportunity. Alhamdulillah.

Officially announced!

So, I have officially announced of my decision. The decision which I have made few months ago. I am happy with my decision. Thankfully, all of them understand.

Had a great seasons with them though my first season was absolutely............. Anyway, things got better after that and I truly enjoyed the next 2 seasons with them. Learnt a lot from all of them and i believed I have improved somehow somewhere. Will miss playing with them. I can feel it now though. boo! Sometimes, we need to learn to step out of our comfort zone. Life is short, we definitely cannot try everything we want but we are sure to be able to try some of the things we want. And one of it is this.

I am looking forward to the whole new things that awaits me. New people, new training regime, new environment and definitely new experience! It doesn't matter whether I will be playing in Division 1 or 2 in the upcoming season, what matters I got to play with someone whom I looked up to. wooootz!! Really excited! =D

Hello new experience!!!!

the new A.T.M

I am the new ATM! lol. This is pretty cool =D

Lower part of my body has been aching since Wednesday after the floorball training. Gosh..it shows how long I haven't been doing proper exercise or gone for proper floorball training. *faints* I guess from now onwards, I need to get use to travel for 1hr plus to the training venue. gg! Never mind, looking forward to all the new environment, new people, new styles and most important, new experience! wooootz!!


Dinner @ Seoul Garden with Syed, Khair and Khazila. Our annual Seoul Garden dinner but missing Siti. Hanging out with these 2 guys will always make you laugh. Eat till you are really bloated. tsk tsk....

and so the move is confirmed. =)

looking forward to it....wooootz!

bye bye old thing and hello new one! a whole new experience awaits.....!

Latest Update of my life

It has been a month since I last blogged!! woootz! The reason why I didn't blog is that there is nothing much interesting thing that happened for the past one month. Life is so mundane since I graduate and unemployed. How sad is that!!

Anyway, while I have yet to find a full time job, I am currently doing some coaching. So I cannot really say I am unemployed. heehee... Now I am doing this SEP Program at this particular Primary School which happens to be where my friend is teaching at. How interesting is that! Coaching these lil kids is fun. Really enjoy doing it though they can be a pain-in-the-ass sometimes. =D

I always wonder why I still haven't got any job offer after countless resume sent. Jill asked me, "How much do I want it?" and my answer was, "eeerrrrrrr........hmmmm....." So, ya...maybe I didn't want it that bad or I didn't try hard enough... hmmm... oh well.... I really hope I will get a job asap but that will means I will have to stop coaching.... well, sometime in life, you can't get all the things you want.... =(

Did some SEP lesson plan for this SEP program which I'm coaching at. I always love to do this kind of i-will-call-some-admin-work. I am pretty proud of the work I've done. wheeee! Most of it, felt appreciated. That is why I love to do it.... =D

Alrights as of now, I think some of them know of my decision... Hope they are ok with it. Just trying out new things. Life is short...can't try all but have to try something. I think it will be GREAT! wooootz...looking forward to it =)

I have a new blog just for the cakes i baked. =D

http://bake-and-eat.blogspot.com/