Fishing!

My first ever fishing trip! Overnight fishing @ Pulau Hantu. Fun!
Left this tiny island for another tiny winny island at 5pm yesterday. The boat ride is always awesome. The wind and the splashing of water are just shiok!

The whole fishing experience was great. Seeing people get excited when they see their rod moved, when they thought they caught a fish. Hilarious too. The people are nice and friendly. My welfare was well taken care of. haha. I was forced to drink a coconut juice/drink..eat cockles....

I caught one fish too this morning! Too bad didn't take picture of it =( The fried fish was awesome! niceeee! Super fresh!! Yummy!!

One not fun thing was I couldn't sleep at all. FOR THE WHOLE FREAKING NIGHT! so torturous. I think the coffee played a role in this. The weather wasn't helping either. freaking warm! People said if you can't sleep, try count sheep... tried counting the sheeps, donkeys, monkeys, gorillas, godzillas, dinosaurs... they didn't help. My brain was freaking active. I think I managed to catch a 10-20mins of sleep or i should say NAP....zzzz.....

Other than that, the whole experience was great. Meeting new people, making new friends... =) Showering in the toilets with no lights in the middle of the night, showering in cold water early in the morning, catching live fish and so on.... awesome!

Spent my night in Pulau Hantu....

Glad that she jio me for the trip =D

Slacking at the dock....

The crab which made us laugh our heads off when Jill touched it and the crab 'ran' for its life...freaking hilarious

I could have a good night sleep in that

Rise and Shine Baby!

Pris with her BIG catch.

Nice sky. Photo credited to Jill.


Me and the fishing rod.

Back to the mainland.

I have to practise more on capturing this kind of picture!!

When your heart is no longer there, everything seem so sian...everything seem very loooooooooooong cos you keep on counting the number of days for it to end.

I tried to be positive and optimist but I guess I can't, at least for now....all these make it bad...
- the low turn ups
- the lack of motivation (for myself)
- the lack of desire to continue (for myself)
- the not very good outcomes

I know I shouldn't be saying this cos I am suppose to be the motivated, optimistic one...hey, I'm human too... Maybe I shouldn't have hold it, I guess I don't deserve it...at least for now. If I can, I would want to run away but that will only make me look like a coward..

I tried not to think about this but how can I not when every week I have to go through it? Maybe I need some distractions...I wonder how some of them can endure it for years...out of loyalty? Maybe that is what makes me different from them...

The more I spend time with them (the different them), the greater the desire to leave.

Talking to a friend who is in the same boat doesn't make ourselves better but worst.... One thing for sure, we all have our UPs and DOWNs and this is my DOWN...hopefully, I will go UP soon... I think I should take a break but I guess I can't...

Recently my entries revolves around the same thing. Like I said, maybe this is my down period or maybe this is my PMS period. hahah...


ENDURE is what I shall do now and learn to enjoy it ONCE AGAIN....


endure...
endure...
endure...
endure...
endure...
endure...
endure...

For now, I have to finish where I started and hopefully, it will finish well and that opportunity I missed will come again.

The first thing I did when I wake up this morning was to ask my mum, "Can I go for an overnight fishing this Sunday??" She said, "GO la...." wwwoooooootzz!!!!

And so the long weekends are here...like there's any difference to me. lol.

Tomorrow: JB with parents
Saturday: Training then off to a gathering @ Pasir Ris
Sunday: Fishing trip!

awesome! =D


How can you not aware that that is your teammate. obviously you are not paying attention!!!!!!!! urgh! must be the PMS thing.....

And so, my friends and I have officially graduate. We are no longer an undergraduate. Our Uni lives came to a fullstop at 12am just now. I'm gonna miss Uni life no matter how much I hate it when I was in Uni. The friends I made, the people I met, the sports I picked up, the wonderful teammates I have... all that make my Uni life a colourful one. At the end of the day, when you looked back, you won't say (at least for myself) "I scored As for all my modules in that Uni" but you'll say, "those are the friends that I made when I was in that Uni." =)

No matter what kind of honours we graduated with, exciting and interesting challenges await for us. BRING IT ON BABY!


Enough of graduating stuff...

Today I crashed another team's training. awesome. the people are super friendly and welcoming. i loike. and encouraging too. =) Training wasn't as intensive as i expected but still a good one. Good for me to practise my shots and all other stuff. *getting to know my future teammates....hahahaha* First time crash training and got to eat cake and invited to their gathering... how interesting.. heehee... just at the right place at the right time. heehee....Anyhow, had a great time. More to come....?? hmmmm..... Supper somewhere @ AMK...food not so bad...had a great time talking and teasing someone...


Overnight fishing @ P. Hantu...? hmmmm.... hopefully mummy allows...

Looking forward to tomorrow evening. weeeeeeeeeee!!! eggciting!!!! =D

full of question marks.....

Still unemployed.
Still no replies. suck!

Still cannot figure out what I want to do in life.
I always want to do something meaningful in life. Not saying doing research is not meaningful. But I still couldn't convince myself fully that I should go into research. how now brown cow?




I shall go try out management position. =)

mixed and confused emotions =S

sometimes i secretly wish it to pass by quickly.
sometimes i hope it didn't.
sometimes i feel excited.
sometimes i don't feel excited.
sometimes i believe it.
sometimes i doubt it.
sometimes i enjoyed it.
sometimes i don't.

maybe the bad start just make it worst.
I hope these feelings will just go away. far far away. go to Shrek's world!!!