sometimes i just feel tired with what i'm doing now. i thought i could get a break and back to my slightly slacking mood after this but it is not the time yet. sigh. i feel like running away and hide myself from the rest of the world. sigh.

IVP is like 18 days away...according to the countdown clock on the NTU Floorball Website. 18 more days! that is less than 3 weeks! gosh! how time flies. but why, why this season i don't feel quite prepared? I don't really have that excitement in me too. oh why? why? is it because it is 18 days away and not 1 day away? seriously, why? where's that enthusiam? where's the excitement? where have all that gone to? oh nooooooooooooo!! i'm doom! DOOM *just exaggerating here* seriously, i seriously wonder why i feel less prepared for this IVP unlike the last two years. one moment i'm eggcited, the next moment i don't. sigh. the mood has not kick in yet. i still do enjoy IVP training but sometimes i feel i'm just following the flow. gosh!


all i want to do now is to sit and stare blankly at the walls. actually i have been doing that most of the time. hahah.
*when is my fyp going to start???*

effort

somehow, it disappoints me. i put in an effort in doing something (actually in everything i do) but what i got sometimes is "huh?" "is there one?" "how come i don't know?". if i can put in that extra effort to do something and all it takes is for the party to just read, remember or write it down somewhere so that it can be remembered. is that the most tedious job in the world? does that means that what ever i have done has gone to waste? i really wonder. though i know it bound to happen, i still continue doing it and i still enjoy doing it. but it is just disappointing to see that you put in an effort but the other party just have that cannot be bothered attitude. sigh. i guess, when everything is given to you, you tend to take it for granted. sigh.


I strained my hamstring. crap!

Dinner @ Seoul Garden

Dinner @ Seoul Garden with my besties (Siti, Syed, Khair and Khazila). Our annual meeting. Siti called it our AGM. =)

Really make sure our money didn't go to waste. We really eat. Eat while you can and eat like you never eat before. hahaha. Made a mistake by eating the spaghetti too much. Before i reached to the dessert, my stomach had reach its maximum. seriously maximum. red alert! if i put one spoon of anything into my mouth, gg...i don't want to imagine what would have happen if i have done so. hahah.
The guys, Syed and Khair, have never change a bit since secondary school. Funny and playful as always. Can't believe that it has been 9 years since we first met. How time flies. Enjoyed myself yesterday.

*Note: Khair went to find out on how to eat more at buffet.
Tips:
1. Don't drink too much
2. Avoid carbo food like pasta and rice
3. Eat a bit of everything.

Random

It has been a week since my last exam. I hope my last exam in NTU. weehoo! It is interesting because almost throughout our lives, we have been taking exams at least twice a year and the feelings are always the same. The sucky feeling before and during exams and the shiokness after it. How we complain exams are suck, how we have to stay up all night to study, weekend gone for muggings and all sorts of thing. The feeling after ending our exams is so shiok that only us understand. Then the cycle continues. But without exams, life as a student will be boring..right? On the other hand, exams are also good. I'm not geek. It not only test how much you have learn through out the semester but it brings you and your friend closer. Like what Nasirah said, "exam is a good time to develop bonding among our friends...we interact more by complaining more". Yes, i agree with her. People whom we seldom talk to become our exam-complain companion.

My FYP will start later than I expected. My supervisor is away serving the nation (reservist). heehee. So, I have more time to enjoy. Excited but nervous at the same time.

IVP training will resume very very soon. yay! like finally. eggciting! few more trainings before IVP. must make full use of those time.

Received a sms from my school's sports sec asking me if i wanna play floorball for isg. i'm so interested cos the last time i played was 2 years ago. but then......ivp players are banned from ISG. boohoo. It is to prevent unwanted injuries and all sorts of other things that shouldn't happen before the season...so ya, i have to reject the person's offer. sorry yo! integrity! integrity!

Picked up a new hobby. Knitting. Not so knitting but more of crocheting. According to a friend of mine, knitting is when you used 2 needles while crocheting is 1 needle. Managed to do a handphone pouch (a lil ugly) and a hat for my lil baby cousin. I'm so proud of myself. Learnt it from scratch by watching video on youtue. And I baked an Oreo Cheesecake. My brothers love it. Yippie! I didn't eat them though cos i dislike the smell and the taste. heehee.

BS407 Current Topics in Genetics
BS405 Current Topics in Muscle Biology and Neurobiology
EE8086 Astronomy
BS411 Current Topics in Virology/Microbiology
BS406 Current Topics in Cell Biology

See that? Did you see that? All of the above have been strike off. What does that mean? I'm finally free! yes! The smell of freedom is superb! I know some of you have ended your exam earlier, so what? This is my final exam in NTU. got that? Final exam! I hope it will. la... How wonderful is that man!

Had a mini celebration just now. The feeling of relief....no words can describe it. Only those who are on the same boat will know it. Watch movie again today with Nas, Bavani, Hadijah and Hidayat. Case 39. Sum it up in one word. SUCK! The movie is draggy...the starting was like, "OMG! What the hell is this man!" It is not entirely suck, but seriously, don't waste your money on this movie. On top of being draggy, the actor/actress are not eye candy. haha. and the gal's face, i just feel like kicking her face! It is her character, but seriously.....Chill out after movie. Overall, it was fun today (after the Cell Bio paper of course).

Nas, thanks for the chocolaty brownies....yummmmmy!

Movies for me to catch!
1. Nina Assassin. (3.5/5)
2. Case 39. (2/5)
3. Avatar.
4. Sherlock Holmes. (a must!)
5. Alice in Wonderland (Mar 2010)

imagination running wild

This is an example how exams can make your imagination run wild. Really wild such that Nasirah has created an illusional world and invited me to join her.

A pretty interesting exchange of SMS between Nas and I on the 28th Nov.

Nas: Knock Knock. Hello Ain! How are you progressing in our ToTu Land?

Me: *Opening the door*. Oh, hi Nas! Come in...want a coffee? My progress a lil slow but moving. I keep on watching youtube..learning how to knit..Haha.How about you?

Nas: *On a relaxing armchair* Hmmm....the coffee aroma awakening my senses. Thanks. I'm going in order now reading the Scott Rice's article for very long. Slow but progressing.

Me: What article is that? *sipping the cold coffee*

Nas: *Putting down the cup* The lousy integron lec which we don't understand at all. lol.

Me: Ic..i'm doing peter's malaria notes..i think that integron paper will drive me crazy. shall keep it to the last.. I hear someone from my lala land is calling me.

Nas: *Getting to leave* Well don't ans calls before 11pm. ToTu security tapping all lines and will fine if you answer. Carry on with malaria and i guess i'll jump to malaria also.

Me: Ok..i'll see you again. Just make sure you don't get malaria too...haha.. Take care. *waving hands*

About an hour later.

Me: Hey Nas, i'm going to check in to my lala land for awhile.. cannot tahan. Hehe... *slip note under the door*

Nas: Ok, I'll not tell the security. Shhh...quietly sneak out. Any danger from security will signal you. *Note sent via pigeon*


Totu Land mean study and lala land means sleep.

We've gone crazy for a moment