I realised that i am never this hardworking before i entered NTU.
Have never mugged for exams before. haiz...see what has NTU done to people like me! or perhaps, look at what Singapore education system has done to people like me! Asking people to study this study that, learn this learn that, do this do that...come and be a student like us and see how it goes! CRAP!
I feel like i got no life (when comes to exam periods) .
-Lesser house visit during Hari Raya. Only went out for 3 days out of the 30 days. CRAP!
-Didn't go out besides to school and trainings
-Stay up late to finish up reports and study.
-Lesser time spend on watching TV.
arrggghhh!!!!!!!!

I feel like i can just go crazy anytime soon. with all the revisions, lab reports, the trainings. Not that i dread going for training. Trainings (i mean IVP trainings only) are the only thing i'm looking forward now. I can feel that the neurons in my brain have stop making connections with my other neurons. They just dun want to make connections!!! I feel like i'm running out of neurotransmitter too. How to consolidate my short-term memory to my long-term memory??
I think i need gingko biloba. i seriously need a holiday right now.

I wonder how people can actually sit in the library whole day and all they do is just mug. Me? half an hour cannot tahan. hmmmm...

November is going to be a mentally exhausting month.
4 papers in a week? wth with that?

Hmmm....let see where to begin....hmmm... *thinking hard*

Today holiday...stayed at home whole day. studying neurobio...now trying to do cancer bio.
basically nothing much that happen today except that it is PH and no 2 boring lects today. yay!

Yesterday Sunday. nothing much too.
morning went for my madrasah (religious class). took my cough syrup before i went for my class.
KO in the class. didn't pay attention to my ustazah (religious teacher). everything she said went in my right ear and diffuse out of my left ear. heehee. seriously cannot take it.
other than that, another boring day.

Saturday. Much interesting day compared to the above two.
Training plus friendly on Saturday morning.
didn't go for training cos of my Saturday class but drop by SRC in the morning to pass Ling Yi my vid cam.
75% of them psycho-ed me to skip my class. including YP and Soak. (my 2 seniors!!!!!!!!) hahah.
Being a good student, i still went for my class.
chop chop finish up my work within 1hr when i actually have 2 hours to do them. hahaha..
i answered them as best as i can ok..
rush down to SRC just to find out that they are going to NUS for friendly instead.
Miscomm! NTU thought NUS coming over..NUS thought NTU coming over.
22 people squeezed into 3 cars (minus Shanti cos she got a ride from Jill).
Impressive! 22 people into 3 cars. hahaha...
on the brighter side, if not for the miscomm, i think i will miss the friendly. heehee...

didn't really play well but i guess it was ok.
didn't really meet her expectation.
i like my line.
lotsa lotsa to improve on.
no worries, we will be ready by the time IVP starts! Promise that! hahaah..

back to NTU for Tempest training.
Nothing much. same thing.
then back home.


a long day tommorrow. won't be home until 10 plus pm.


Who do we play for??
NTUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait for exams to be over.
but let me finish my revision 1st.

motivation found!

found the motivation to study especially Neurobio and Plant bio. yippie!

looking forward to Wednesday.
IVP floorball training!!!!!!!!!


knowledge is free. take it, its yours!
knowledge is free???

in a disappointment.
not in the mood.

Wednesday..no class on Wednesday!
Went back to NTU to study with Nas.
Drosophila. took me like forever to finish studying that Drosophila. crap!
wonder what i have been doing till it takes me so long to finish studying that topic. hmmmm...

feel tired lately. can't stay up late to study. crap!
appetite is decreasing gradually. Food at Can A are so boring. all 4 halal stalls selling rice. wth?
can't they have something else other than rice?? rice and rice and rice = boring!!
i think it doesn't make much different with having the new canteen. bleachz!
staying away from fast food as much as possible. no macs, no old chang kee, no wateva fast food. hahah...
dieting...hahahah...

stress button is pressed.
1 more month to exams.
haven't really start studying Neurobio. how???
lucky there's floorball. floorball makes me stop thinking about studies and exams.
looking forward for the next training which is next Wednesday. 6 more days. haiz....

training at ITE Mac just now.
not bad...quite shag. but love it. since when i don't like floorball ivp trainings?
lotsa to improve oh.
split vision!!!
communication!!!
don't communicate? easy...20 push-ups. hahaha..
lucky to have my brother who picks me up for almost every training . heehee..
how much lucky can i be?

ok...tired now.


to go or not to go.....hmmm??

Saturday! how do i spent my Saturday?
Class and Floorball-ing. yeay!
Today don't want to talk about floorball cos its the same thing. hahaha...i super like ivp training. always looking forward to the trainings.

Now i officially hate BS302. Today i expected us to do individual work for the class. And this will confirmed be counted for our CA. but hell yeah...he happy happy (cos he's the prof) changed today's class to be group work. i was like wtf?? wtf?? so that mean, 25 Oct, the last class will be that individual work. and on that 25 Oct, the team gonna have friendly in the morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uuurrrgghhh!! how irritating can that be??? i am so bloody freaking pissed off man.
1st he spoilt our Saturday and now...he did it again!!!aaaarrrggghhh!!!
I had the initial thinking of skipping the class...but after careful thoughts, i decide not to. priority!!!!


Lesson learnt today:
1. Priority
2. Good friends will tell you the truth
3. If they care about you, they should respect your decision
4. People around you tend to stop you from growing
5. Doesn't matter if they gossips or bitch about you as long as you know what you did is correct. Then just do it.

I've learnt a valuable lesson today. i'm so glad.

my stress level is increasing gradually. a month away from exams. and i'm only about to start revising. Neurobio is taking up alot of memory space in my brain. crap!
I seriously need to practise my time management skill.
Going to have training in Nov..
God please help me!!

with sacrifices, its much sweeter

today's ivp training is so shag-ing. the up and down, left and right diagonal up and down runs are super duper tiring. gosh! i believe this is only the beginning. hahaah..but its ok. i likeeeee. whats the point of going for a training but not tiring?
1 quite bad and a lil clumsy accident happened during the training. head on crash with Cindy while trying to do drop pass. gosh! i suddenly forgot where i should run. by the time i realised it, it was too late. now there's like a weird feeling on my nose plus a bit of bruises... see la..never look up. bleachz!
after ivp training was tempest training. so it was like a total of 5hrs+ of floorball. spent the whole Saturday afternoon on floorball. Jill joined in for the training. wow..some kind of motivation for me. hahaha..pressure too...but not as pressured as compared to ivp trainings. heehee...

To play against her is something, to train under her is great, to train with her is so cool....

then went to Liyana's house for Hari Raya visiting. niceee...hang around until like 11pm. luckily most of the tempest players drive..so can get a ride from one of them. had a great time chatting...gossiping..crappung.. laughing bla bla bla...

reached home and found the food my mum cooked. oh man..so irresistable. so ended up eating them a bit at 12am!! there goes my 6hrs training and the burning of the fats and calories just to have them more or less balanced out again. bleachZ!

okies...quite tired now. shall go n sleep.
looking forward to the next IVP training!!!