I realised that i am never this hardworking before i entered NTU.
Have never mugged for exams before. haiz...see what has NTU done to people like me! or perhaps, look at what Singapore education system has done to people like me! Asking people to study this study that, learn this learn that, do this do that...come and be a student like us and see how it goes! CRAP!
I feel like i got no life (when comes to exam periods) .
-Lesser house visit during Hari Raya. Only went out for 3 days out of the 30 days. CRAP!
-Didn't go out besides to school and trainings
-Stay up late to finish up reports and study.
-Lesser time spend on watching TV.
arrggghhh!!!!!!!!

I feel like i can just go crazy anytime soon. with all the revisions, lab reports, the trainings. Not that i dread going for training. Trainings (i mean IVP trainings only) are the only thing i'm looking forward now. I can feel that the neurons in my brain have stop making connections with my other neurons. They just dun want to make connections!!! I feel like i'm running out of neurotransmitter too. How to consolidate my short-term memory to my long-term memory??
I think i need gingko biloba. i seriously need a holiday right now.

I wonder how people can actually sit in the library whole day and all they do is just mug. Me? half an hour cannot tahan. hmmmm...

November is going to be a mentally exhausting month.
4 papers in a week? wth with that?