Responsibility

No matter what kind of punishments and how many times you do it, if you are not responsible enough, then there is no point. seriously. all you do is just do the punishments without the feeling of guilt or responsible for the action you did. oh well, sometime it couldn't be help. not that i don't try, i do. i really do try very hard. perhaps, too hard. i should change and of course, i must change. it is not a good example you know with me having a responsibility in which others believe i can do. i am aware of it but i seriously have tried. sometime or most of the time, it just doesn't work. maybe i should change cos no point doing the same thing and get the same results that you don't want. hmmm...maybe should not drive down myself next time. to think again, that is not a good solution cos driving down is a comfort which i don't want to let it go. hee.
i cannot understand myself why i can be early or indeed very early for one but not this one. like i said, maybe i tried too hard. hmmm... i will do my best next time. shall never stop giving out my best though sometime people think you are not.

Okay, floorball today was great. as usual. floorball is just one of the best thing that happen in my life. i am grateful for taking up this sports which allows me to meet great, nice people too. i love the position i played today. sometime you just need to have the confident but not OVER confident. i should be more of the instructor instead of the instructed. alrights! more to come and more to learn. weeee....... learning in a continuous process no matter how good you think you are. =)

Alright! FYP thesis is coming to its end soon. VERY soon. that means I will be graduating soon. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! been waiting for this moment. excited but sad too cos I will leave behind my life as a student. The best life you can ever get. After this, it will no longer be the same. There is never a thing which will remains the same. =) time to move on.