I always feel that that is not my best.
I always feel that I can do better than that.
I always give out my best but I don't have the feeling that, that is my best. Is there something in me which suppresses my potential to give my best or its just my feeling?
Sometime people tell me I played well during the game but I don't feel it. hmmm...
How to know it? Only you yourself who knows whether you have given your best or not...but I always give all I can in every game in every moment...run down for the ball as though its my head that is rolling down and is going to be whacked by some martians...use my body trying to protect the ball or get the ball as though it is my life...but then at the end of the game i will always ask myself, is that my best? hmmm....

Anyway, Tempest had friendly with Pasirian today @ TSH.
Yay...4-1 to us!!!
Congrats everyone, 13 of us survived the whole game. woohooo!!! NO COMPLACENCY HERE please!!!!
and and and my defence partner is Lily...yay! muahahaha. and Wanling too... =)
I always feel safe when Lily is playing with me...
Soak I know you will read this, and I know you will agree with me also...right right right? don't deny it. hahah...
No offence to other players but I guess everyone has a preference...but i'm always ok playing with other players...good players MUST be able to play with anyone...hahaha...
I think we all did well today...13 players playing for 3 periods of 20mins and maintaining all the way till the last whistle.

And yeah...I scored one...i called it tyco...hahahah...
Free hit...Lily passed the ball and I took a drag shot from the centre of the court...didn't even really look where the goal is..when i looked up and trying to look for the ball...walah! the ball went it..hahaha...tyco-ism!
I think i am way better taking a drag shot rather than a direct. GOSH! i was kinda open...ball passed to me and i took a direct shot...and the ball went way way way off target. maybe my positioning wasn't correct also. practice more!
Come to think of it, i think i did play well today but i don't think that was my best. everytime i feel that wasn't my best...when to know that that moment is my best??? hmmmm.....

ok la...i better get back to my DD project. heehee...

anyway, check this out: My review on Vibe...heee (with Khairyn's help)