Recently, this thought have been bothering me...
"Am I meant to do something else?"
I have been asking around..my 2 elder brothers and some of my friends this question,
"Do you think you are meant to do what you are doing now??" as in their work...
haiz....i seriously think that i'm not meant to be one...but i wouldn't know until i try...right?
i'm slowly losing interest in what I'm studying now...seriously...
i'm just basically follow the flow...attend class, do my tutorial..study for test...haiz...how la how la??
And i'm starting to ask myself...why did i choose this? is this the path for me?
I know some will say that doesn't mean what you are learning now is what you are going to be...
but but but.............................................
I used to like bio...bio was my favourite subject...but after almost 3 years spending my life studying bio in NTU..i'm slowly doubting my decision.
but what to do? i have to finish it up...1 more year to go anyway...endure....
who knows i might end up working in lab one day...
I've told Jill before that I'm starting not to like what I'm doing now...then she told me that its because S'pore's education system is so structured......
I think she didn't manage to finish up her sentence cos we were on the bike...haiz....sian
I've told my brothers about it too.....
sian sian sian....
got to go now...study for my pharmaco....haiz....
I think being a CNB officer is cool....hmmmmm......
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