I can't help it.
I still can't believe it that it has ended.
All that we trained for...the hardships..the thick and thin we went through together...ended just like that.
The disappointment not being in semis still lingers around me. And I believe the others too felt the same way.
All the praises of good game, excellent play, nice game i received yesterday don't really make me feel better.
Call me sore loser for not being able to accept defeat, but I think if you are to be in our shoe, you'll feel the same way. I believe it will take time for me to be able to accept it but deep down in my heart, the feeling will remains.
There is so much more that we can give but it was cut shorten. ABRUPTLY.
IF ONLY we were consistent through the 3 matches, this feeling won't exist. but again, IF ONLY.
I thought i am strong, I can accept defeat but when I'm alone, the feeling consumes me.
I sent out 3 articles I find inspirational to the team...everytime when I'm down, I'll read it and it made me feel better. But when I'm all alone, the feeling comes again. No single word in this world that can describe my feeling. All I can do is sigh. But whats the point? It over! It will never come back. That moment, that last 20seconds, will never come back no matter how bad you want it.
What has happened, you have to let it go.
Get back into reality. Accept the fate. You cannot hold on to it. Because there's no point holding and clinging onto something which you know that cannot be yours.
This defeat only test your character. How strong you are. How fast can you get up.
The shinning trophies and medals will fade through times. It may even be misplaced. But the memories will always remains in our mind. Winning is not everything. Some one has to win, some one has to lose. This time, we lost. We may have lost in the championship, but we have won in many other areas. The friendship we forged, the bonds we formed, the memories we had from spending time together, all that can't be replaced by a medal.
Regrets? No.
No point regretting it now.
Let is go slowly and carry on with life as per normal.
Let that experience make you a stronger and greater person.
Its only IVP. If you can't accept losing this, how will you face a greater challenge in life?
Let it go.....
Come back as a greater and stronger person.
We will be back....
We lost, we lost with dignity.
Success does not consist in never making blunders, but in never making the same one a second time.
Josh Billings
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