Triple the disappoinment

Anyway, today i have the worst n most horrible morning. I experienced triple disappointment. Once again......................i felt damn sian. But no matter how sian i was, i made my way for my floorball training with the hope that floorball will heal my wound. Because i was so sian, i took cab down from JE to NTU and i managed to reach before the training ended. When i entered the hall, every one turned their attention to me plus Dennis (the coach) and ask.."HOW??". I dumped my stuff down and they all know what's the result. I felt damn sian...super sian! Then Dennis said "Its part and parcel of life. Its ok"...That sentence somehow made me feel better. Everyone told me, "never mind, try again." Trying again is ok but the waiting is damn sian. Only Dennis told me a different sentence and it really made me feel better. When i was sitting down (just reached), Jamie came up to me..then i told him...guess what happened after that? I almost cried in front of him when i told him about it. Luckily, i managed to control. He said " Are you going to cry??" Then seconds later " Do you need tissue??". It was cute lar...looking at his face while asking me that questions...heehee...I have never cried or almost cried in front of anyone. This time round, i really can't control my emotion. That shows how disappointed i was. Now, I managed to get over it..about 95% there. Maybe there's no luck today and i have to keep on trying and trying and never to give up. Maybe God is testing me. I shall never give up!