It has been quite sometimes since I last blogged. There's nothing much interesting to blog about.

Have been busy with FYP. Believed most of my coursemates too. Sometimes I think I'm pretty slack cos some days i will go to lab at 1pm and off at 5pm. lol. Life as a researcher can be quite fun. I think I like what I am doing now. So ya, I know what I am going to do after I grad. yay! I don't think I will be able to continue my PhD study anytime soon cos I'm not that smart. So ya, i will work in this area for awhile and when the opportunity arrives, I will grab it. insyaallah. I wanna further my studies overseas. =)

If I am a rich person, I will set up a scholarship for average student instead of for those who are smart. Shouldn't deprive these people because they are average person. I'm not against smart people cos I have a lot of friends who are smart and who have helped me in many ways. Why usually those scholarship are for those who only ace in their academic? why not those who are average but have the potential to ace, maybe not in academic wise but some other? These are the people who want to go further but because of $$, their ambition are being hinder. why let this happen? but too bad la ah...this is life.

Anyway, today I have no idea why I am so so tired and sleepy. Went to lab at 1pm and by 2pm, I was super sleepy. Pipetted my solution into the holes in between the wells. Not once or twice but thrice. Lucky I prepared the solution extra. gosh! 2 hours incubation time. Made my way from the MSE lab to SBS (cos I have no office or wateva, i only have that small lab) to take a nap. OMG! the walk from the lab to SBS is like taking forever. At one point, I felt like just drop to my knees and sleep along the corridor. lol. slowly made my way to SBS with my eyes half open. Power nap at the sofa at SBS. haiz, no idea why I was so tired today. =S

I have this ultimate project in mind! Excitiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!

Not making any promises is better than making empty promises.

We tend to say something before we have it but once we have it, we will do just the opposite.

Women go through a lot of thing through out their life and I think it can never be understand by men. Same goes the other way too. I seriously think that we, women, go through more challenges than them. From having periods to child labour to menopause. All these can only be experience by people called woman. As everyone knows, during those periods, there are biological/hormonal changes in our body that we sometimes cannot understand it. The mood swings is the prominent one, i guess. We just need to learn to be more understandable what women go through especially those in the menopausal period. Its easy for some of us to overlook it cos we don't experience it.

Sometimes we didn't realised the words that came out from our mouth, the actions we made actually hurt some people. They may seem happy on the outside but inside, deep down their heart, they are hurt. heartbroken. They just don't want to show it. We, humans, have our limits. Once we reach that limit, no one knows what will happen.

The promised made but never fulfill it. Not only disappoint me, but my mum too. I can see it through her actions that she is hurt. Thank you for the promise and thank you for not fulfilling it. It may seem not a big deal to you, but it means something to her. If you don't realise it, then too bad. If you do, please do something about it. Thank you.

kite flying part 2

Spent the CNY holiday afternoon at a field at Woodlands. Kite flying with my cousins. Love the kite flying stuff but not the aftermath. My kite flew high...high up in the sky. Went up all the way 200m high. weeee....... Took quite sometimes for me to get the hang of it...once its up there, its quite boring cos all you need to do is to maintain it there. The process of flying it is more fun. =)

The field was pretty dry or i shall say very dry. My newly bought spiderman kite flew away thanks to my younger brother. The string got cut by my cousin's string and yeah, it flew...freeing itself. and wooosh..it flew and dropped inside the S'pore Sports School. DAMN! double DAMN to the security guard for being lazy and not wanting to help my brother pick up the kite. you stupid son of a bitch guard. wish that you'll be retrenched soon. very soon! haha.

anyway, the whole event was fun. The aftermath was horrible. My cousins and I kena rashes. seriously horrible. can't stop scratching yesterday..felt like some berok (monkey)...bleachz! small red dots on my arms, legs and behind my neck. crap! Till today, it is still itchy. ppppffffttttt!

What is the best way to spend your holiday without spending money? stay at home! laze around and just laze around. (don't stuff your mouth with junk food...that is a no no.... just laze around). It is fun. hahah. just wasting your 24hours when you actually have tons of things to do. =P

so tomorrow is Wednesday. back to work, back to lab. I'm pretty excited. I hope everything goes smoothly so I can cruise through this period. eggciting!!!

kite flying

Finally, managed to go for kite flying. With my lil cousin. Just at an open field near my house. =)
"Kidnapped" my lil cousin after school today. It is totally not a good idea to fly kite at 3.30pm unless you want to go blind. For today, I had no choice since I need to send my cousin back home before 5. bleachz! anyway, had a great time with him =)

My this cousin is genius man. Not that genius genius who can sit for A'Level at the age of 12. He is special and genius in his own way. Taught him once how to fly a kite and wah la! he did it. He did it well. Another thing about him, he can memorise songs just by listening to it for few times, he can figure his way how to play a video game without reading the instruction or even if the game is in different language, he is good in sports, he can learn certain dance steps by watching videos... in other words, he is amazing. Not academically like what most people hope, but with those...i would say he is a great lil boy. I will always love and adore him.

Long weekends are here. weeee! Actually everyday was like a holiday to me since 2-3 months ago. hahahaha. Soon, I'll join the others...LAB!! hahah. positive.....positive......

When most of my coursemate are getting bored, stress, fed-up with FYP, I'm only about to get excited. Why? Because i'm only going to embark my FYP journey. how great is that?

Supposed to start like 1 month plus ago but due to unforeseen circumstances, I'm only able to begin my experiments next week. BOOMZ! Never mind, I will remain optimist just like my supervisor. haha. Seriously, i feel quite positive. If everything goes smoothly, I should be able to produce pretty good results. i hope. With experiments to conduct, I could see that I will have a pretty tight schedule in the coming weeks. Since I got the feeling I won't be able to get access to the lab outside office hours, that will mean my weekends will be free! yay!

I seriously think at the end of FYP, my eye sight will get a lil worst. If not, then good for me. On top of staring at your cells in the microscope, hours of times are spent staring at my this 17inch laptop screen reading articles. sigh. Not only that, I will help to increase the utility bills in my house too. But thank goodness that it is pretty windy now. Its damn windy that I feel like I'm at the beach. so cooling can. So fans are not on when the door is open, erm like now..at this time, 12.32am....so i guess not much diff made to my household utility bills.

Oh and ya, I have presentation to make for my next meeting. how interesting is that? this is SHINGZ!

OMG! I cannot believe i'm using those two words. hahaha.


Yay, kite flying this Sunday. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

At this moment, I'm not in any exercising mood...like I do to begin with...hahah. not even in the floorball mood. i guess a lil floorball overdose during IVP season. =)

Can I stop with whatever i'm doing now? Like quit now? I'm really really tired of doing it. Can someone please take over....please!!!!!! I beg you. anyone out there who is willing to take over. sigh. i just wanna slack like I used to.