when good is not good enough

sometimes, you think you are doing fine, doing well or doing great but to others, you are not. you wouldn't know what is their expectation. you felt you have gave all out but it is just not enough. sigh. no one can know what is inside your heart, what you are thinking and that is why, action speaks louder than words? i think think words doesn't really suits the context here. hahah...

life is always unfair right? if life is always fair, then where's the fun in it?


the best is yet to be. ????? hahaha...

ntu-nyp ivp 2010

Finally, IVP is here. Had the first game today.
great start for the season. great job everyone =)

this was one of my better game =) today's best is not the same as yesterday's best. i think i played pretty well but i guess not well enough cos i was _______ half way through the 2nd period. saddened. sometimes when good is not good enough.
anyway, scored one! now i have reason to keep on replaying the video. hahah. =) dedicate that goal to someone, someone i will say my mentor =)


shall go sleep soon.

i still haven't start my FYP! the phd student is on MC for like 2 weeks! waaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt?

Oh yes, finally....IVP is here. the long awaited moment. weehoo!
Prepared? hmmm...I think yes I am. yes, i think the team is also prepared! From the last training, I think everyone is hyped for the game. we'll do great!

on the other hand, today...oh more of tonight...double upset.
Call me sensitive, emo or wateva...but ya! just a lil disappointed. *shall not talk it here* =(
I was sort of pissed off when I found out about it. yes! i am emo and sensitive. we are human. those are natural.
2nd upset moment was....heehee....wanted fried bee hoon but they gave me fried noodles instead. found out when i reached home. though it was nice, it was still upsetting.
sigh.

hopefully, tmr will be a better one. have to make it a better one!!

i think 90% of my coursemates have started their fyp. but me??? urgh! still waiting for her reply. crap!

Skate!

Oh yes, finally...after ages i managed to skate again. ddn't really lose my touch. yay!

We were suppose to skate at Bishan Park but thanks to the rain, we cannot do it. i guess it is blessing in a disguise. We ended up skating at void deck at Jill's place. I think that was a good idea. If not, i will have scratches and abrasions. I learnt some other movements too. yay!! My palm from the fall. lucky not my wrist. if not boomz! No pain no gain!!!!
Will go and get my own skate soon...weeehoooooooooooooooo!

I realised I was a more daring skater when I was younger. Can just go down the stairs, slope without any fear. No paddings needed. Now, i don't think I dare to do those... i need to bring back my dare devil attitude back in me!

This is so eggciting!!! Will do more skating once IVP is over. Shall not do it now since IVP is few days away....

9 days to IVP

It is 2nd January 2010. that means we are 9 days to IVP. weehoo! How eggciting is that?

Today's training was great. Made the court smaller. OMG! It is freaking small la. It is good also cos that means we don't need to run so much. Of course, there's not the so good thing. Opponents can close us down much faster too. hhhmmm.....there's no such thing as everything is good. there is always a balance. anyway, love today's training. Hope that will happen in IVP too. now i'm eggcited!!

I shall get back to reading my research paper for my FYP. OMG, back to reading research paper again. sigh. 6 more months to grad!!! weehoooooo!

*don't ask me what I want to work as after I grad. thank you!*

missing x-factor

what is the x-factor that is lacking here?
oh man......seriously.....

2010

So, here is 2010. Just another year. What lies ahead is a mystery. I believed it will be an exciting one because 1 Jan 2010 means.....
1. I'm 10 days to my IVP game.
2. 3 months 9 days to being 23.
3. 6 months to graduate from NTU.

and many more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


We have to learn to move on. Things will never remain the same.

I've been watching this show, Jamie's Kitchen: Australia, on okto for the past few weeks. It is so inspiring. gosh! I love the way how Jamie Oliver touched those lives....amazing man! I wanna do something like that! No point I keep on mentioning it...i need to start somewhere....