IVP training is every Wednesday and Saturday for October. damn sad la..i got class on Saturday morning... this is so suck!!! super suck!! I want to go for training not to that boring class. aiya... too bad can't skip cos there's assignment to be completed on the spot. wth la...
I don't pay 6K to get this kind of stupid timetable. haiz...damn sad la.
can i get Saturday to be removed from the calender for the month of October?? is it possible????

neurobiology

Gosh...Monday is the suckiest day of all...wanna know why? because i have 2 boring lectures on Monday. Neurobiology and Plant Biology. At least plant bio is not that bad but its equally bad cos the lecturer is so monotonous and have no expression when he talks and its on Monday. he talks so slow that...gosh.. i tried super duper hard but i ended up falling asleep too. hahaah... but the worst lecturer that anyone can ask for is Neurobio. This one another. I thought Prof K. Heese is quite bad but nah..got another one worst than him..Prof Shiro. OK la..thought he's the worst one...BUT NO! there's another worstest (i don't think there's such word) than him. Prof Fuji. Why are all the neurobio lecturer like that?? talk so slow..monotonous...slow...slow..slow. Monday is so crap!!! uurrrggghhhh!!!!

On the slight plus side, their tutorial (for Prof Heese and Prof Shiro) is slightly better. crap!!

Looking forward to IVP training. weeee..........

chicken chop with spaghetti

Chicken chop with spaghetti.
Prepared that for my family for break fast just now. the feeling is sooo great. i love cooking!

as i'm typing this, i am super bloody irritated. really really irritated.
I don't know some guy can be such a super irritating bloody moron ass hole. If you don't want then can say it politely to me right? don't need to show your stupid attitude right in my face like as though its my fault. bloody fucker! u think i really really need your help meh? please la. my respect to you seriously seriously GONE. i did what i can and i did it to my best ability and you don't appreciate it.
maybe u didn't mean to do it but who cares. whats done is done. can u make the dead undead after u kill that person unintentionally? too bad that no one can take back what ever that has been said. i won't take back my words by calling you wateva i called u in my blog.

if you are offended sorry. why should i say sorry??? don't think i'm not offended by your action. don't worry i will try my best not to ask any help from you anymore. i'm disappointed by what had happened. maybe i'm being another ass hole by trying to make small matter big but who cares...its my blog. i can say whatever i want (within the law..DUH!).

on the brighter side....i kinda like the friendly today. against NYP. Firstly, thanks Vinny and Jackie for helping us out. we won. 5-3 i think. scored 1. wee...anyway, yeap, today's game was quite good. team played quite well. one thing i like about the team is that we seldom show our unhappiness or attitude on court no matter what the opponent did to us. sportsmanship. played as forward. gosh...i think i like playing as defender or centre more...heehee..anyway, had quite a bad fall just now. in malay it will be called "jatuh macam nangka busuk" (translation: fall like rotten jackfruit)

anyway, trying my best to forget about the incident. but sorry i'm not the forgive and forget person. its either or....wateva la..some people just an ass hole sometime.

looking forward to IVP trainingS....
yay!!!!!
back to floorball mood + study mood too....weeeee!!!!

Jill Quek gonna coach the team...pretty nervous + excited + happy + scared +.........

entry with lotsa questions...why? how? when?

it seems that i can't find that much joy in Biology anymore.
how sad is that?
maybe because this sem, the core modules are like siow. maybe too much and too long studying bio. hmmm...

I wondered if i made a wrong move by going into Biological Sciences...hmmmm...
3rd year already...what to do? carry on la...tsktsk

why make us study so much?
why torture our brain when there is actually more interesting things than this?
why need to take 6 cores when people are like taking less than 6?
why can't make our lives easier and less miserable?
why everyday class must start at 8.30 and ends at 5.30? i'm schooling..not working!
why is there a Saturday class? think we got no life meh?
why put 2 boring lectures on Monday?
why la?
why la?
why la?

is there any super rich guy who wanna rescue me? hahahahahah......


not in the mood to study and floorball....how? how? how??

Its only Monday.

When is it going to be recess week? when la? when la?

Should i go for 302 tmr? should i? should i??

emotional moment

haiz....sometime i feel like a failure...a loser. how many more times must i do it until i get it? sometimes i feel like giving up but the people around me always say don't give up. yup yup...thanks for that. i don't usually give up that easily but this time round, i really feel like giving up. maybe i should give it up TEMPORARILY...not permanently...should i? or i should continue again and again and go through the same disappointment over and over again? hmmmm...

Sometimes, it seems that it really test your faith in God. but as a Muslim, i will never lose my faith in Allah as i know, He has plans for me. maybe not now...this is just an obstacle for me.

Enough of the emotional moment...now i shall enlighten myself by studying Drosophila. No more C.elegans. Soon, i think will be the zebra fish...